A call : $b The tale of two passionsFord, Ford Madox
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A call : $b The tale of two passions
Ford, Ford Madox
English fiction -- 20th century
In the black and tortuous streets, in the chilly and silent night, her
warmth as she clung to him seemed to envelop him, and her subtle and
comfortable Eastern perfume was round them, as it were an invisible
cloud. He appeared to hang back a little, and she, leaning her body
forward, her face back to him, to draw him along, as in a picture a
nymph might lead away a stripling into scented obscurities into leafy
woods.
“I might say,” Dudley Leicester was urged to a sudden lucidity, “that I
couldn’t have called you a penguin because I never rightly knew what a
penguin was.”
“Oh, but you did once,” she said. “It is one of the things you have
forgotten.” She laughed. “So many things you had forgotten, but you are
remembering them now.”
She laughed again.
“Now you’ll remember how you came to know what a penguin was. On that
day--the day of the evening we went to the Monday Pop--we went to
the Zoo. It was you who wanted to go there to be alone with me; you
considered that the Zoo in that weather would be the most solitary
place in London--the hard frost that it was. Colder than this, colder
than you are now. You’re thawing a little, you stiff creature....”
She shivered under her cloak.
“We stopped most of the time with the monkeys, but we saw the penguins,
too. Don’t you remember?”
“I don’t,” he answered. “I don’t want to. It would not have been like
me to call you a penguin. You’re not like one.”
“Ah,” she said, “when you’re in love you don’t bother about likenesses.
I’ll bet you called your wife a penguin before you married her, or a
tooth-brush, or a puff-ball. I’ve heard that men always transfer their
pet names from woman to woman.”
He attempted to blurt out that she was to leave Pauline out of it, but
she cried:
“Oh, you traitor! You _have_ called her one of these names.
Couldn’t you have kept them sacred? Isn’t anything sacred to a man? I
loved you so, and you loved me. And then...”
The memory of their past lives came suddenly over him.
“Go away,” she said--“go away.”
“I must see you to your door,” he muttered, with a sense of guilt, and
stood irresolutely, for she had torn her arm from his.
“I don’t want you,” she called out. “Can’t I walk twenty steps without
you?” And she began to glide swiftly away, with him doggedly on the
very edge of the pavement beside her.
Suddenly she slackened her steps.
“What did you give me up for, Dudley Leicester?” she said. “What did
you do it for? I cared more for your little finger than for all the
heads of all the other men. You knew it well enough. You know it
now. You _feel_ like a coward. Don’t tell me you feared for the
sanctity of your hearth. You knew me well enough. What I was then I am
now.”
She paused, and then she brought out:
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