“But why punish me?” she protested. “Do I want the war? Do I want to
free Cuba? No! I want YOU, and if you go, you are the one who is sure
to be killed. You are so big--and so brave, and you will be rushing in
wherever the fighting is, and then--then you will die.” She raised
her eyes and looked at him as though seeing him from a great distance.
“And,” she added fatefully, “I will die, too, or maybe I will have to
live, to live without you for years, for many miserable years.”
Fearfully, with great caution, as though in his joy in her he might
crush her in his hands, the young man drew her to him and held her
close. After a silence he whispered. “But, you know that nothing can
happen to me. Not now, that God has let me love you. He could not be so
cruel. He would not have given me such happiness to take it from me. A
man who loves you, as I love you, cannot come to any harm. And the man
YOU love is immortal, immune. He holds a charmed life. So long as you
love him, he must live.”
The eyes of the girl smiled up at him through her tears. She lifted her
lips to his. “Then you will never die!” she said.
She held him away from her. “Listen!” she whispered. “What you say is
true. It must be true, because you are always right. I love you so that
nothing can harm you. My love will be a charm. It will hang around your
neck and protect you, and keep you, and bring you back to me. When you
are in danger my love will save you. For, while it lives, I live. When
it dies--”
Chesterton kissed her quickly.
“What happens then,” he said, “doesn’t matter.”
The war game had run its happy-go-lucky course briefly and brilliantly,
with “glory enough for all,” even for Chesterton. For, in no previous
campaign had good fortune so persistently stood smiling at his elbow. At
each moment of the war that was critical, picturesque, dramatic, by some
lucky accident he found himself among those present. He could not lose.
Even when his press boat broke down at Cardenas, a Yankee cruiser and
two Spanish gun-boats, apparently for his sole benefit, engaged in an
impromptu duel within range of his megaphone. When his horse went lame,
the column with which he had wished to advance, passed forward to the
front unmolested, while the rear guard, to which he had been forced to
join his fortune, fought its way through the stifling underbrush.
Between his news despatches, when he was not singing the praises of
his fellow-countrymen, or copying lists of their killed and wounded, he
wrote to Miss Armitage. His letters were scrawled on yellow copy
paper and consisted of repetitions of the three words, “I love you,”
rearranged, illuminated, and intensified.
Each letter began much in the same way. “The war is still going on. You
can read about it in the papers. What I want you to know is that I love
you as no man ever--” And so on for many pages.
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