A Charming Fellow, Volume IIITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume III
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
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As to Algernon--harassed, anxious, and doubtful of the future as he
might be, he was glad that his wife was dead, and he knew that he was
glad. Her death made a way out--apparently the only possible way out--of
a labyrinth of troubles, and relieved Algernon from the apprehension of
an exposure which it made him sick to think of. He had not meant to kill
her, he said to himself. He had certainly laid no deliberate plan to do
so. Had he, in truth, been the cause of her death? In the state of mind
she was in, would she not have thrown herself into the river, or
otherwise put an end to herself, without that touch from him which he
had given, he knew not how?
It all seemed unreal to him when he thought of it--the leaden water,
the grey sky and meadows, and the slippery bank with its tufts of
blackberry bushes. He went over and over again in his mind the words
that had passed between himself and Castalia; her violence, and her wild
jealousy and suspicions, and her allusion to her uncle's letter, and to
what Gibbs had told her, and then her fierce threat that she would not
spare him! She had become utterly unmanageable--mad, in fact. She had
resolved to die. She had a suicidal mania. That scrap of writing would
suffice to prove it. To be sure he had found it and put it in his
pocket-book weeks ago, although he told the servant that he had picked
it up off the floor that morning of his return from London. But that
only indicated that the idea had long been rooted in her mind. And
besides, the paper bore no date. There was nothing to show how long it
had been written.
No, it was not he who had killed Castalia. She had gone down willingly
to death. She had uttered no sound, no cry. He should have heard a cry
all across the silent meadows. He had not looked back. He had fled away
from the river at his topmost speed after he saw her slip, and stagger,
and fall heavily into the black water under the shadow of the bank. Had
she risen again to the surface? It was said that drowning persons always
rose three times. But she had made no sound. Surely she would have
cried out if she had longed for life. Ugh! It was horrible to imagine
her white face and staring eyes rising above the strong dragging current
and looking for help. That was all very ghastly, very hideous. He would
not think of it. It was over. Castalia was dead. And although he would
have given much that she should have died in any other way, yet he was
glad that she was dead, and he knew that he was glad.
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