A Charming Fellow, Volume IIITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume III
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
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He made no pretence to himself of a factitious tenderness about her. She
had been thoroughly antagonistic and distasteful to him of late. She had
been the bitter drop flavouring every action, every hope, every minute
of his life. He had been the victim of a hard fate, and of the false
promises (implied, if not expressed) of Lord Seely. Those paltry
sums--those notes that he had taken--he had been driven into committing
that action altogether by stress of circumstances. It was strange to
himself to think of the light that action would appear in to other
people. To his own mind, knowing how it had come to pass in an instant,
by the tug of a sudden impulse, it seemed so clear that there was no
real ground for blaming him in the matter! He had felt the difficulty of
getting money with a severity which the rest of the world probably could
not conceive. He was absolutely indifferent to the question of abstract
right or wrong, justice or injustice, in the case. But the concrete
hardship to himself of being poor he had keenly felt to be undeserved.
And now, if it were not for one thing, he should begin to breathe more
freely. The one thing that weighed on him with a gloomy, though formless
foreboding, was the inquest. He had been obliged to go to Duckwell Farm.
He had been asked to look at Castalia's dead body. He had not dared to
refuse to do so; but he had requested to be shown into the room where
she lay, alone and without witnesses. The room was that sunny parlour
where Rhoda Maxfield had sat on many a summer evening, and where the
neighbours had discussed the news of his own marriage less than a year
ago. But Algernon's imagination did not wander very far from the
present. He walked to the window and looked out through the black
trellis-work of leafless vine branches. Then he stared at the prints on
the walls, and the gay china vases filled with winter nosegays of
trembling grass and chrysanthemums. And then his eyes, which had
wandered in every other direction, were compelled to turn towards the
broad, old-fashioned sofa covered with fair white linen, under which the
outlines of a human shape revealed themselves.
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