A Charming Fellow, Volume IIITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume III
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
Fiction
He had expected to be courted and caressed by wealthy, noble, and
distinguished persons. He was looked coldly or shyly upon by even the
insignificant middle-class society of a county town!
All this seemed peculiarly hard and unjust, because Algernon had always
intended to bear his honours gracefully, without stiffness or arrogance.
He would cut nobody; he would turn the cold shoulder to nobody. He had
pictured himself sometimes making a meteoric reappearance in Whitford
some day; flashing with brief brilliancy across the horizon of that
remote neighbourhood, affably shaking hands with old acquaintance,
occupying the best rooms in the "Blue Bell," and scattering largesse
among the servants, rattling through the streets side by side with some
county magnate, whose companionship should by no means chill his
recognition of such local stars of the second or third magnitude as the
Pawkinses of Pudcombe Hall. He was inclined by taste and temperament to
be thoroughly "_bon prince_."
Such fancies may seem childish, but it was a fact that Algernon had
indulged in them. With all his tact, he had a considerable strain of his
mother's Ancramism in his blood. And the contrast between those former
day-dreams and the present reality was so terrible, so mortifying, so
ridiculous (direst and most soul-chilling word of all to Algernon!) that
he was unable to face it. Some way out must be found. It was impossible,
on any tenable theory of society, that he should be permanently
consigned to oblivion and the daily round of inglorious duties.
As to what Lord Seely said about meriting advancement by diligence, and
working for ten or fifteen years, it seemed to Algernon pretty much like
exhorting a convict to step his daily round of treadmill in so
painstaking a manner as to win the approbation of the gaol authorities.
What would he care for their approbation? It was impossible to take
either pride or pleasure in working out one's penal sentence.
Algernon felt very bitter against Lord Seely as he pondered these
things, and not a little bitter against Castalia, who had, as it were,
bound him to this wheel, and had latterly added the sting of her
intolerable temper to his other vexations. Fate had used him
despitefully. He seemed to consider that some gratitude was due to him
on the part of the supernal powers for his excellent intentions--he
would have borne prosperity so well! A feeling grew upon him, which
would have been desperation but for his ever-present, instinctive
efforts not to hurt himself.
On the morning after the visit to Maxfield's house--of which Castalia
had been an unseen witness--Algernon went to the post-office somewhat
earlier than usual. As he reached it a man was coming out, who scowled
upon him with so sullen and hostile a countenance, that it affected him
like a blow.
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