Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
At last there was an end of endurance; the hours lifted their leaden
wings and hurried away; the old midwife changed to a dragon-faced
butterfly, and I knew no more till the dawn and the snow spread a pale
light over the world outside. Within, the fires still blazed, but the
herb kettle was gone and the ring of ghosts coals lay whitening in
their ashes where it spouted and steamed; the old hag sat asleep in the
chimney corner, with her hands hanging down, her head thrown back, and
her warped mouth gaping wide at the rafters above. Over a little table
by the door a fine white tablecloth was spread. I wondered at it dimly
and what it concealed. I felt William's shaggy head bowed upon the bed
and a peace in my body akin to the peace of death. Laboriously my eyes
traveled back to the fine white cloth over the table. I knew all about
it, but could not remember. Only, nothing in the world mattered to me
but that, whatever it was, under the cloth on the table. Presently,
soft as a shade returns, it came to me, and I knew the little shape,
barely curving the cloth, was my baby. Grief was an emotion I had not
the strength to afford. I closed my eyes and felt tears press through
the lids, and then a gruff voice sounded close to me on the other side
of the bed.
"Thank God!"
Opening my eyes again with a great effort and looking up I beheld him,
the old, burly country doctor bending above me, with his warm fingers
on my wrist. But now a great emergency confronted me. My guardian
angel, who has never ceased to be very high-church, urged me to meet it.
"William, William," I whispered, and felt his kiss answer me, "he must
be baptized!"
"But he is dead, my darling!" he replied.
"Not really dead, William; he must be alive somewhere or I cannot bear
it, and I cannot have him going where he will be, unbaptized."
So it was done, the doctor, the old woman and William standing around
the little bier, and William saying the holy words himself. And there,
high up on the mountain under the very eave of Heaven, swinging deep in
his brown cradle of earth, the mother angels will find him, the little
itinerant, with his dust properly baptized, when they come on the last
day to awaken and gather up those very least babies who died so soon
they will not understand the resurrection call when they hear it.
After that we took more interest in the children. They seemed real to
us and nearer, whereas, before, they had simply passed in and out
before us like little irresponsible figureheads of the future, with
whom some other preacher would contend later. We never asked why it
was that they were invariably the first to come to the altar when
invitations were extended to sinners during revival season. But it was
curious, the way the innocent little things invariably hived there, no
matter how awful and accusing the invitation would be--to those "dead
in trespasses and sins, who felt themselves lost and undone."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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