Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
Back upon the old, weatherbeaten circuits we met no such examples of
mock spirituality. The men and women there had too little sense and
too much virtue to go through such complicated intellectual processes
to deceive themselves and others; they took narrow, almost persecuting
views of right and wrong. But these teething saints in the town
churches had a too broadminded way of speculating upon their very
narrow moral margins and too few steadfast convictions of any sort.
The women were the worst, as I have already intimated. Many of them
were in a fluid state, dissolved by their own minds; others sustained
the same relation to their souls that young and playful kittens do to
their tails. They were always chasing them and never really finding
them. But the most dangerous of them all is the one who refuses to
take up her bed and walk spiritually and who wants the preacher to
assist her at every step. There is something infernal about a woman
who cannot distinguish between her sentimental emotions and a spiritual
ambition.
This is why, when we hear of a minister who has disgraced himself with
some female member of his flock, my sympathies are all with the
preacher. I know exactly what has happened. Some sad, Trilby-faced
lady who has been "awakened" from a silent, cold, backslidden state by
his sermons goes to see him in his church study. (They who build
studies for their preachers in the back part of the church surround him
with the four walls of moral destruction and invite it for him. The
place for a minister's study is in his own home, with his wife passing
in and out, if he has female spiritual invalids calling on him.) She is
perfectly innocent in that she has not considered her moral
responsibility to the preacher she is about to victimize. She is very
modest, really and truly modest. He is a little on his guard till he
discovers this. First, she tells him that she is "unhappy at home,"
has a sacrilegious husband most likely. I have never known one who
spoke well of her husband. She has been perishing spiritually for
years in this "brutal" atmosphere, and she dwells upon it till the
preacher's heart is wrung with compassion for what this delicate nature
has suffered in the unhallowed surroundings of her home.
But now, she goes on, with a sweet light in her eyes, his sermons have
aroused in her a desire to overcome such difficulties and to live on a
higher plane. Could he give her some advice? He can. He is so full
of real, honest, truthful kindness he almost wants to hold her hands
while he bestows it. Nothing is further from his mind than evil. The
preacher, in particular, must think no evil. This places him within
easy reach of the morbid woman, who can do a good deal of evil before
she thinks it.
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