Florida -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Yes, really, I _am_ ashamed!” said Fanny, hastily. “It is
abominable conduct, I know. But you see I am shallow--shallow
as that”--indicating about a quarter the depth of her little
finger--“and I can’t help it if one nail drives out another in
my mind. I wonder if it is my mind or my heart, by the by? Well,
anyway, in _me_. It is not my fault that I am shallow; and, on the
whole, I think I rather like it. One has a much easier life. Isn’t
it a great deal wiser for me to make the best of things as they
are, for instance, than to be distracted about Lennox Kyrle, who I
really like better than anybody else in the world, if I let myself
think of him?”
“I--I don’t know,” said Aimée, who found this question too deep
for her solving. “You must decide, of course.”
“I _have_ decided,” said Fanny. “Things are best as they are. But
now we must have done with talking and proceed to action. In the
first place, I will tell you exactly what you must say to Mr. Kyrle
when you meet him.”
“Yes,” answered Aimée, beginning to shiver at that anticipation.
“You are to say,” went on Fanny, “that I feel it is impossible
for me to take such a desperate step as to elope with him; that
it would break mamma’s heart; and--and that it would ruin his
life, for I should only tie him down to hopeless poverty. Say that
I am sorry, and blame myself dreadfully, that my feelings will
not permit me to see him, and that--be sure to make this point
emphatic!--he must not dream of attempting to see me. My resolution
can not be changed. I am sure I can trust you to put it all as well
as possible, Aimée--you have a great deal of tact and judgment.”
“But why not write it?” demanded Aimée, whose dismay was not
soothed by this compliment.
“My dear child, could he read a letter in the dark?” asked the
other, impatiently. “Besides, I _never_ write; I have learned
too much of the mischief that lurks in ink. Tell him all this as
quickly as you can--and be sure to make it very positive about his
not trying to see me--and then run back to the house as fast as
possible. How lucky it is that we live so near the water, else I
could not let you go!”
It is safe to say that, in this view of the case, such lucky
proximity was something for which Aimée did not feel very grateful
as she rose to prepare for the expedition. Her courage was sadly
failing, not so much on account of the lonely walk through the
midnight streets, as from the realization of the strange and
awkward position in which she would be placed. She was trembling
like a leaf from nervousness and excitement as Miss Berrien
enveloped her in a large, dark cloak, and drew the hood over her
head.
“Now,” said Fanny, glancing at her watch, “it is time for you to
go. I hate--oh, I hate dreadfully to send you! If there were any
other way--”
“But there is none,” said Aimée, trying to smile. “And I am not
afraid.”
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