Florida -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“What are you going to do?” she repeated in a voice as sweet and as
full of dramatic expression as her eyes. “If you have promised to
go to-night, how can you break your promise?”
“Breaking my promise does not matter at all,” said Fanny Berrien,
impatiently; “but getting rid of Lennox Kyrle without trouble does
matter. And how it is to be done I do not know, unless you will
help me.”
“I will do anything--anything in the world!” said Aimée, fervently.
“But how can you make up your mind to give him up?”
“It does not exactly mean giving him up,” said Fanny, “though I
suppose it will come to that at last,” she added with a sigh.
“But _just now_ I only want him to understand that it is quite
impossible for me to go with him. He is so impetuous and rash, he
will not understand at all how I am placed; and if I do not meet
him at the time when he expects me, he will be quite capable of
coming for me--as he has threatened to do--and then there _would_
be a fearful state of affairs!”
“He must be like young Lochinvar,” said Aimée. “I should think you
would adore such a lover as that.”
“He has given me more trouble than any other man in the world, so I
suppose I ought to adore--or else hate him,” said Miss Berrien. “Of
course, you don’t understand about these things, Aimée, and I ought
not to be talking of them to a child like you, only I have nobody
else to talk to; but Lennox Kyrle is one of the men to whom one
can’t say no. He has more power over me than any one else in the
world, and yet I am not at all sure that I want to marry him.”
“Why not?” asked Aimée, who was drinking in these new ideas as a
plant absorbs water.
“Oh, for a great many reasons,” replied the other. “For one thing,
I am not sure that I want to be domineered over for the rest of
my life; and then he has nothing in the way of fortune--at least
nothing to speak of. Now, Aimée, you know it is not at all
pleasant to want money and not have any.”
“No,” said Aimée decidedly--she evidently understood this--“it is
not at all pleasant.”
“And Mr. Meredith is rich, and will be richer; and he is devoted
to me, and mamma is anxious that I shall marry him, and I like him
very well--when I don’t see Lennox! So I have nearly made up my
mind not to see him any more.”
There was a pause. Aimée felt that this was a very unheroine-like
decision, a lame and impotent conclusion for a romance; but she did
not know what to say, being somewhat confused by the multiplicity
of new ideas presented to her consideration.
“At all events, I can not go to-night, though I was mad enough to
promise him that I would,” pursued the young lady desperately. “And
I can not see him; if I did, I _should_ go. I am ashamed to think
how little will of my own I have when I am with him--in fact, I
have none at all. He simply makes me do whatever he likes. So I
dare not go to meet him, and this brings me to the point I have
been trying to reach all this time--will you go for me?”
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