A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Plantation life -- Fiction; West Indies -- Fiction
‘Thank you, thank you!’ she exclaimed, reddening with pleasure at the
sound of his honest voice. ‘You are indeed a friend in the time of
need. But Monsieur de Courcelles thinks otherwise. He has told me to
my face that unless I will divulge the names of the parents of this
child, everything between us must be at an end. And so it is at an end.
I cannot break my word to the dead. Besides--there are other reasons
why I should be true to my trust.’
‘You will at least tell me one thing, Lizzie. You know to whom this
child belongs, do you not? I ask it in your own interests.’
‘I do.’
‘Then go to them, my dear, and tell them the dilemma in which the
promise you have given on their account has placed you. Ask them to
release you from it. Surely no one could be so inhuman as to desire
their shame (for I presume shame is at the bottom of this mystery) to
spoil the life of an innocent woman? Oh! if I only knew their names
myself, I would proclaim them far and wide, until I forced them to
release you from this cruel bondage.’
‘It is _impossible_, Captain Norris!’
‘Impossible for you to go to them?’
‘Impossible that my going could do any good in the matter. I cannot rid
myself of the blame, without shifting it on the shoulders of another,
and that my oath forbids me to do. Pray leave me, Captain Norris.
Leave me to bear it as best I may--_alone_! You heard what Mr Courtney
has kindly proposed,--that I shall live on here, and continue my dear
father’s work. I mean to do so, and if God spares the child, it shall
live with me. The coloured people will not despise us. They have too
many of such cases amongst themselves, and for the rest, I am strong
enough to suffer without sinking under it.’
‘But not _alone_, dear Lizzie!’ exclaimed Hugh Norris, taking her
hand. ‘If your engagement to Monsieur de Courcelles is indeed broken
off, let me speak again. You would not listen to me last week on _his_
account; listen to me now on your own. Come to me, and let me fight the
battle of life for all three of us--you and me and the child. If it
were _really_ your child, Lizzie, I should say the same. When I told
you I loved you, I did not mean that I loved some ideal creature raised
from my own imagination, but _you_--yourself, with all your faults (if
you have faults) and follies (which cannot be greater than my own), and
am willing to condone everything, for the privilege of loving you. Let
me try to make you forget this sorrow. In England, amidst new scenes
and new friends, you may learn to feel differently, even towards me,
and look back on San Diego as a bad dream, that has passed away for
ever.’
Lizzie pressed his hand gratefully.
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