A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Plantation life -- Fiction; West Indies -- Fiction
‘Indeed, it _is_ true! I daresay you are surprised that I should not
have told you, Quita (for I have told you almost everything), but
I have felt so deeply about it, that I _could_ not speak; and our
engagement has never been made public, though it has lasted over a
year.’
‘_You_--engaged to _Henri de Courcelles_!’ repeated Quita incredulously.
‘Yes! Although he has broken it off, of his own accord, and left me, I
cannot feel that I am free from him. For I love him, Quita. I love him
with my whole heart and soul. I did not think it was in me to love any
creature as I love him. And since we have parted, I have been unable
to sleep, or eat, or drink, for longing after him,--longing, above all
things, to clear my character in his eyes, even though I never saw him
afterwards. Oh, Quita, I must, I _must_ do this! To live on letting him
think me false and frail, will kill me! If you will not help me out of
this awful dilemma, my death will be on your head.’
But the news she had just heard had hardened Maraquita’s heart. All the
love she was capable of feeling had been given to De Courcelles, and if
he and Lizzie had combined to deceive her, why they might suffer for
it. That was all she thought of, as she clenched her teeth upon her
upper lip, to prevent her betraying her emotion.
‘Maraquita! won’t you save my love to me?’ wailed Lizzie. ‘All I ask is
to clear my name in the eyes of Henri de Courcelles, and then the rest
of the world may think and say what they choose.’
‘I don’t in the least understand what you are driving at,’ replied
Maraquita. ‘What can _I_ do to make up your quarrel? Monsieur de
Courcelles and you are both old enough to look after yourselves. If he
won’t believe you, he is not likely to believe _me_.’
‘But I cannot speak--my lips are sealed,’ cried Lizzie wildly; ‘and
he will not accept my word, instead of an explanation. Don’t you
understand me, Quita? Henri has heard this scandalous report about the
child, and believes it to be mine. He demands the name of the mother,
and no one but you can satisfy him. Oh, Quita, release me from this
awful vow, that threatens to ruin my character and blast my whole life!
Think, dear--is it fair that I should lose everything I love and value
most, because of your fault? Be brave and generous enough to share the
blame with me, and I promise you before God that it shall never go any
further.’
Maraquita sat straight up on her couch, and stared at her adopted
sister.
‘What do you want me to do? Speak plainly, for I do not comprehend
your meaning.’
‘I want you to tell your parents what you have done. They will pity,
and love, and forgive you, Quita, as I do. They will feel it was your
youth and ignorance that were at fault, and not your heart; and you
will feel happier, my poor sister, when your mother has shared your
secret, and forgiven it. I want you to tell Mr and Mrs Courtney that
the child in my bungalow is yours.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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