A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Plantation life -- Fiction; West Indies -- Fiction
‘Feelings! Duties!’ Liz stamped her foot impatiently, as the terms
occurred to her mind. Maraquita _had_ no feelings, and recognised
no duty. She was lower than the feeble little animals, who would
die sooner than desert their young. She had brought a helpless
infant--presumably the infant of her lover--into the world, and would
not even acknowledge it was hers. _Who_ was the father of this child,
thought Liz, that he could stand by quietly and see the desertion
of his offspring? Had _he_ no natural instincts, any more than the
partner of his sin? Would they _both_ leave their infant to the tender
mercies of the world, whilst they went their own ways--one, to be
married to the Governor of San Diego--the other, Heaven best knew
where? Well, she had staked her last chance, and lost it. Henri de
Courcelles would never now receive the proof of her innocence. He was
lost to her for ever, and she must bear the burden of shame laid upon
her guiltless head as best she might. As she re-entered the bungalow, a
wail from Quita’s hapless infant smote her with compassion.
‘My poor little orphan!’ she exclaimed, as she took it in her arms.
‘You are an outcast as well as myself. You have no parents worthy of
the name, and I shall never know the joy of being a mother. We must
comfort each other under this great calamity as best we may. They say
you are my little daughter, and since they say so, I almost wish you
were. But I will love you like a daughter, and teach you to love me
like a mother, and so you shall comfort my bruised heart, and I will
try and make your life happy.’
Up to that moment Rosa had fed and washed the baby, and slept with it
in her arms, but now Lizzie took all these sweet maternal duties into
her own hands. She nursed it all that day, and when night came she laid
it in her own bed. When it was fairly asleep, and Rosa had run over to
the negroes’ quarters to chat with her friends, Liz sat down to her
sewing in the sitting-room, calmer and less perplexed than she had been
for days past.
Up to that time she had cherished hope, but now all hope was over. She
knew the worst. It was bitterly hard to know it, but at all events
suspense was at an end, and there was no new trouble to learn. As she
sat by the shaded lamplight, wondering if Mr Courtney knew the name
of her father’s family, and if the knowledge could be of any use to
herself, she heard a light footstep creeping softly along the verandah,
a footstep which she recognised at once, and which she had been wont to
jump up and welcome. But now Liz sat still, with burning cheeks bent
over her needlework. If Maraquita wished to come to any terms with her,
she must be the one to propose them. Liz had prayed her last prayer to
the companion of her childhood. Presently a very low and fearful voice
called her by her name.
‘Lizzie, Lizzie! Are you quite alone?’
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