A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
I was sitting by the open window in the soft June dark and, while
thinking, deliberating, weighing facts, choosing them, defining my
position to myself, I was aware that I was listening to catch the first
distant thud of a horse's hoofs approaching the manor from--somewhere.
The night was clear but dark. There was no wind. I rose from my chair
and leaned out, stemming both hands on the window ledge. Far away,
somewhere on the highroad above the bridge, I heard the long drawn note
of an automobile horn, and for the first time since my coming to
Lamoral! I listened intently; the machine was coming nearer. At last,
I could hear voices in the still night. There was another note of
warning, sweet, mellow, far-reaching. I leaned still farther out in
order to see if I could catch a glimpse of the light, for I knew it was
coming towards the manor. It was a curious thing--but just that sound
of an automobile, that action of mine in the dark warmth of a summer
night, reacted in consciousness. The motor power invoked the
perceptive--and I saw myself as I was nine months before, leaning out
from my "old Chelsea" attic window into the sickening sultry heat of
mid-September, and shaking my puny fist at the great city around me!
For a moment I relived that hour and the six following. Then, in a
flash of comprehension, I saw my way to tell the master of Lamoral
something of any very self--of myself alone: I would put into his hand
the journal in which I wrote for the last time on that memorable night,
when the course of my life was altered, its channel deepened and
widened by my acceptance of the place "at service" in Lamoral--the
Seigniory of Lamoral.
The automobile was coming up the driveway. Underbrush and undergrowth
having been removed by Cale, I caught through the opening the bright
gleam of its acetylene lamps. It stopped at the door; I could not
distinguish the voices, for the throb of its engine continued. A
moment--it was off again. I heard the front door open and close. He
was at home and alone.
I lighted my lamp; opened my trunk and took from the bottom the
journal, the two blank books. I waited a few minutes till I heard the
clock in the kitchen strike ten; then, softly opening my door, I went
down the corridor, down stairs into the living-room, now wholly dark,
and moved cautiously, in order not to stumble against the furniture, to
the office door which was dosed. I rapped softly. It was flung wide
open. The Master of Lamoral was standing on the threshold of the
brilliantly lighted room, with both hands extended to welcome me.
"I was waiting for you."
But I did not give him mine. Instead, I laid the two blank books in
his outstretched palms.
"What's this?" he said, surprised and, it seemed, not wholly pleased.
"Something of me I want you to give your whole attention to when it is
convenient; it is my way of answering those personal unput questions.
Good night."
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