A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
He looked at me strangely for a moment, then at the books in his two
hands, as if doubtful about accepting them without further explanation
on my part.
"Good night," I said again, smiling at his perplexity.
"I suppose it must be good night to one part of you, the corporal, at
least; but not to this other," he said, with an answering smile. "Who
knows but that I may say good morning to this?"--indicating the
journal--"I shall not sleep until I have read it. So good night to
this part of you standing before me--and thanks for giving this other
part of yourself into my hands."
For the fraction of a minute I hesitated to go. It was so pleasant
standing there on the threshold of the room I had furnished for
him--the room that found favor with every one who entered it; so
pleasant to know that he and I were alone there together with the
intimate recollection of the afternoon in the forest between us. I had
to exercise all my fortitude of common sense to rescue me from
overdoing things, from lingering or entering.
I beat a hurried retreat through the living-room. I knew that he was
still standing on the threshold, for the flood of light from the office
was undimmed. The door must have been open when I reached the upper
landing on the stairs; then, in the perfect quiet of the darkened
house, I heard him shut it--so shutting himself in with that other part
of me.
I wondered what he would think of that intangible presence? Long after
I was in bed I could not sleep. Was he reading it through by course,
or dipping into it here and there as I did on that night nine months
ago? Would he, could he, placed as he was, understand something of my
struggle?
I lost myself in conjecture. I opened my door a little way, for a
"cross draft", I said to myself, so lying gently; in reality it was to
enable me to hear when Mr. Ewart should come up to his room. I
listened for some sound. I heard nothing but the indefinite murmur of
summer-night woodsy whisperings. The kitchen clock struck the time for
four successive hours--and then there was a faint heralding of dawn.
At three the woods showed dark against the sky. My straining ears
caught the sound of a door closing somewhere about the house. I heard
the soft pattering of the dogs running to and fro without it--then
silence, broken only by a cock crowing lustily out beyond the barns.
He had gone out, and he had not come upstairs.
Of the latter I made sure when I rose, sleepy and heavy-eyed, at seven
that June morning, and looked into the wide open door of his room in
passing. He had not used it.
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