A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
I have taken a place in a small writing-paper factory. It's down near
Barclay Street, in the loft of a crazy old building, three wooden
flights from the street. The loft is lighted at both ends by windows
and in the top by skylights. It is heated by a large cylinder stove in
the centre, and a small glue box-pot at one end. The air is close, but
I don't care much, for it is so warm. I get four dollars a week.
I can manage to live, at least, on this. I can think about nothing
else to-night.
Jan. 15, 1903. The coal strike is on. It is cold in the loft, for we
have to be saving of fuel. It takes all I can save to buy three
pailfuls of coal a week for my little stove. I kindle my fire at
night, heat water, cook my cereal, or bean soup, and am comfortable
till morning; the room is decently warm to dress in. I am off to work
at seven. Fuel and rent and some necessary underclothes leave little
for food. I cannot redeem my petticoat, and gold beads which my
grandmother had from her mother, Marcia Farrell.
July 6. Hot, hotter, hottest in the old fire-trap of a loft. The sun
beats down through the skylights till we get sick. Two of the girls
fainted this afternoon.
Aug. 4. I discovered the Public Library to-day! It means so much to
me that I simply can't write a word about it.
Nov. 4. Just a year ago to-day since I came here. I am able to draw a
free breath for the first time, to look about me and plan a little for
my future. I 've made up my mind to study for the examinations for a
place in the Public Library. My district school was no bad training,
after all, for this work. It taught me one lesson: to put my mind on
what was given me to do--and I have not forgotten it.
The extra time for study at night will take more fuel and oil, but I
can make that up by living a few more days every week on bean soup. I
've made living on four dollars a week an art this last year. An art?
Yes, rather than a science; and, like an art, it accomplishes
surprisingly satisfactory results--results that science, with all its
proven facts, from which it deduces laws of hygiene, fails to produce.
I honestly believe that I 'm better fed than half the theological
students. They scrimp and save--for a theatre ticket! They're a queer
lot! I 've asked half a dozen to tell me what they 're aiming at, and
not one of the six could give me a sensible answer. If they had said
right out--"It's an easy way to get a small living," I would have
respect for them. We all have to earn our living in one way or another.
March, 1904. Desk assistant in a branch of the Library--at last!
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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