She said nothing in reply, and only looked a little
surprised--disgusted, I feared--at my ignorance, then walked away. I had
hoped that she was going to talk to me, and with keen disappointment
watched her moving across the floor. All the glory seemed now to have
gone out of the leaves of the volume, and I continued turning them over
listlessly, glancing at intervals at the beautiful girl, who was also
like one of the pages before me, wonderful to look at and hard to
understand. In a distant part of the room I saw her place some cushions
on the floor, and settle herself on them to do her work.
The sun had set by this time, and the interior was growing darker by
degrees; the fading light, however, seemed to make no difference to
those who worked or read. They appeared to be gifted with an owlish
vision, able to see with very little light. The father alone did
nothing, but still rested on his couch, perhaps indulging in a
postprandial nap. At length he roused himself and looked around him.
"There is no melody in our hearts this evening, my children," he said.
"When another day has passed over us it will perhaps be different.
To-night the voice so recently stilled in death forever would be too
painfully missed by all of us."
Some one then rose and brought a tall wax taper and placed it near him.
The flame threw a little brightness on the volume, which he now
proceeded to open; and here and there, further away, it flashed and
trembled in points of rainbow-colored light on a tall column; but the
greater part of the room still remained in twilight obscurity.
He began to read aloud, and, although he did not seem to raise his voice
above its usual pitch, the words he uttered fell on my ears with a
distinctness and purity of sound which made them seem like a melody
"sweetly played in tune." The words he read related to life and death,
and such solemn matters; but to my mind his theology seemed somewhat
fantastical, although it is right to confess that I am no judge of such
matters. There was also a great deal about the _house_, which did
not enlighten me much, being too rhapsodical, and when he spoke about
our conduct and aims in life, and things of that kind, I understood him
little better. Here is a part of his discourse:--
"It is natural to grieve for those that die, because light and knowledge
and love and joy are no longer theirs; but they grieve not any more,
being now asleep on the lap of the Universal Mother, the bride of the
Father, who is with us, sharing our sorrow, which was his first; but it
dims not his everlasting brightness; and his desire and our glory is
that we should always and in all things resemble him.
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