and by customs I here refer to those relating to courtship and matrimony
only, for that was to me the main thing. The books I read, or dipped
into, were all highly interesting, especially the odd volumes I looked
at belonging to that long series on the _Houses of the World_, for
these abounded in marvelous and entertaining matter. There were also
histories of the house, and works on arts, agriculture, and various
other subjects, but they were not what I wanted. After three or four
hours spent in these fruitless researches, I would proceed to the
Mother's Room, where I was now permitted to enter freely every
afternoon, and when there, to remain as long as I wished. It was so
pleasant that I soon dropped into the custom of remaining until
supper-time compelled me to leave it, Chastel invariably treating me now
with a loving tenderness of manner which seemed strange when I recalled
the extremely unfavorable impression I had made at our first interview.
It was never my nature to be indolent, or to love a quiet, dreamy
existence: on the contrary, my fault had lain in the opposite direction,
unlimited muscular exercise being as necessary to my well-being as fresh
air and good food, and the rougher the exercise the better I liked it.
But now, in this novel condition of languor, I experienced a wonderful
restfulness both of body and mind, and in the Mother's Room, resting as
if some weariness of labor still clung to me, breathing and steeped in
that fragrant, summer-like atmosphere, I had long intervals of perfect
inactivity and silence, while I sat or reclined, not thinking but in a
reverie, while many dreams of pleasures to come drifted in a vague,
vaporous manner through my brain. The very character of the room--its
delicate richness, the exquisitely harmonious disposition of colors and
objects, and the illusions of nature produced on the mind--seemed to
lend itself to this unaccustomed mood, and to confirm me in it.
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