The first impression produced was one of brightness: coming to it by way
of the long, dim sculpture gallery was like passing out into the open
air, and this effect was partly due to the white and crystal surfaces
and the brilliancy of the colors where any color appeared. It was
spacious and lofty, and the central arched or domed portion of the roof,
which was of a light turquoise blue, rested on graceful columns of
polished crystal. The doors were of amber-colored glass set in agate
frames; but the windows, eight in number, formed the principal
attraction. On the glass, hill and mountain scenery was depicted, the
summits in some of them appearing beyond wide, barren plains, whitened
with the noonday splendor and heat of midsummer, untempered by a cloud,
the soaring peaks showing a pearly luster which seemed to remove them to
an infinite distance. To look out, as it were, from the imitation shade
of such an arbor, or pavilion, over those far-off, sun-lit expanses
where the light appeared to dance and quiver as one gazed, was a
never-failing delight. Such was its effect on me, combined with that of
the mother's new tender graciousness, resulting I knew not whether from
compassion or affection, that I could have wished to remain a permanent
invalid in her room.
Another cause of the mild kind of happiness I now experienced was the
consciousness of a change in my own mental disposition, which made me
less of an alien in the house; for I was now able, I imagined, to
appreciate the beautiful character of my friends, their crystal purity
of heart and the religion they professed. Far back in the old days I had
heard, first and last, a great deal about sweetness and light and
Philistines, and not quite knowing what this grand question was all
about, and hearing from some of my friends that I was without the
qualities they valued most, I thereafter proclaimed myself a Philistine,
and was satisfied to have the controversy ended in that way, so far as
it concerned me personally. Now, however, I was like one to whom some
important thing has been told, who, scarcely hearing and straightway
forgetting, goes about his affairs; but, lying awake at night in the
silence of his chamber, recalls the unheeded words and perceives their
full significance. My sojourn with this people--angelic women and
mild-eyed men with downy, unrazored lips, so mild in manner yet in their
arts "laying broad bases for eternity"--above all the invalid hours
spent daily in the Mother's Room, had taught me how unlovely a creature
I had been. It would have been strange indeed if, in such an atmosphere,
I had not absorbed a little sweetness and light into my system.
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