I don't remember all the things she said. All of a sudden, my head was
full of other things that stood out sharp, and I couldn't take in what
was going on all around, not with what I had to think about. Mis' Bingy
sat down by the well-house and went to nursing the baby, and Mother
stood up before her asking her things. I left 'em so, and ran down the
road to the Inn. That was the nearest place I could get anybody.
It was about ten o'clock in the morning by that time. All this had
happened to me before it was time to get the potatoes ready for dinner.
I remember thinking that as I run. There was the Inn--and Joe was out
wiping off the tables in the yard, with the same dirty cloth, and
straightening up the chairs.
"Joe," I says, "I ain't sure, but I think I've hurt Mr. Bingy pretty
bad. Is there somebody can go up to their house and see?"
Joe stared, his thick, red, open lips and his red tongue looking more
surprised than his little wolf eyes.
"What?" he says.
When I'd made him know, he got two men from the field and they run up
the road toward Bingy's. On the Inn window-sill was the same kitten I'd
played with while I was waiting for the coffee. I went and got it and
sat down at the table where we'd been. It seemed a day since I was
there. I seemed like somebody else. For the first time I wondered what
would be if Keddie Bingy was dead. But it wasn't the being arrested or
stood up in the court room or locked in jail that I thought of, and it
wasn't Keddie at all. All I kept thinking was:
"If Keddie's dead, I won't never see _him_ again."
I sat there going over that, and holding the kitten. It was a nice
little kitten that looked up in my face more helpless than anything but
a baby, or a bird, or a puppy. I felt kind of like some such helpless
things. The world wasn't like what I thought it was. More things
happened to you than I ever knew could happen. I always thought they
happened just to other folks. The tables and the bare, swept dirt didn't
look as if anything was happening anywheres near them, and yet down the
road maybe was a dead man that I'd killed. And a mile and more away by
now _he_ was, and a little bit ago he'd been here, and the me that set
there with him had been somebody else. And the me that had been awake
before daybreak that morning probably wouldn't ever be me at all, any
more. Everything was different forever. I saw something on the ground,
down by the arbor. It was the pink phlox I had picked. They threw it
away when they wanted to wash the glass. It seemed so helpless, laying
there without any water. I went and got it and put it on my dress.
Pretty soon I heard them coming back, talking. Joe and one of the men
come in sight, and Joe sung out:
"It's all right. He's groaning. Ben's gone for a doctor. What happened?"
I told 'em; but I wanted to get away.
"Well, shave my bones," Joe says, "if you ain't the worst I ever see.
Why didn't you leave the woman knock down her own man?"
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