In the church it was like that, just as if everybody had company and was
on their good behavior. They set me in the gallery, and I could see the
whole crowd. The hats was grand. But the nicest was the colors in the
dresses and the windows and the flowers. It was funny, but something in
them made me hurt. And when the music burst out sudden, it hurt me so
that I dropped my bag of rolls so's to get down and pick them up, and
get my mind off my throat. I was thinking about it afterward, and it was
the first music I'd ever heard except our reed organ in church, and Lena
Curtsy's piano, and the movies, and the circus band. And even the circus
band had hurt my throat, too.
I never knew a word the man said, I mean the minister. He didn't talk
anyhow--he just kept on about something, as if he was trying to make
somebody mean something they didn't mean. But I liked being there.
Everybody seemed like they ought to seem. I wondered if they was. I
couldn't seem to see _through_, like I could with the folks in the
street-car. It didn't seem possible that those folks down there ever
yipped out about anything to each other, and, anyway, what could they
have to yip out about? They were all clean and tended, too. Afterward I
stood in the door and watched them pour out, talking fast, and drive
off. I liked to see them close to, and hear the way they said their
words. It made a real nice morning, but I never heard a word about God.
I et my rolls in the park, and I stayed there a good while. The sun or
the green or something made me feel good. I tried to look at the
animals, but I hated it in the smelly places, with the poor live things
in cages. When they tore around and couldn't sit still in any one place,
I thought it was just like Mother and Father and the boys and Mis'
Bingy, they all had to stay in a little place they didn't like, doing
what they didn't want to do. I didn't blame any of them for being ugly.
The more I looked at the animals, the better I understood. Then I
thought about Keddie Bingy--and he didn't have only that little place to
stay, with the bed in the kitchen, and he hated being a stone mason, I'd
heard him tell Father that. I didn't know but I could understand why he
got drunk. Then there was Joe, that had the Dew Drop Inn, and he had to
stay there in that place, and he couldn't get out; and, anyway, the
United States let him; and I begun to see how it was that Joe got Keddie
drunk all the time. So I was glad I went to see the animals, even if I
couldn't stay on account of it making me sick.
Outside the park was the big hotels. I wondered if I could walk inside
and look at them, but when I got to the steps, I was afraid. Then I see
a big red house behind more iron fence, with an American flag overhead,
and I asked a little boy with some papers if that was where the mayor
lived.
"Naw," says he. "Private party. I t'ought youse was their chum, the way
youse was rubberin'."
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