A Daughter of the VineAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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A Daughter of the Vine
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
California -- Fiction
The curtains of the room were wide apart. The sun flaunted itself upon
the old carpet, the handsome old-fashioned furniture. Thorpe went
straight to the windows, and drew the curtains together, then walked
slowly to the bed.
Nina lay with her eyes open, watching him intently. Her face was pallid
and sunken; but she looked less unlike her old self. She took his hand
and pressed it feebly.
"I am sorry I spoke so roughly the other day," she said. "But I was not
quite myself. I have touched nothing since; I couldn't, after seeing
you. It is that that is killing me; but don't let it worry you. I am
very glad."
Thorpe sat down beside her and chafed her hands gently. They were cold.
"It was a beautiful little baby," she said, abruptly. "And it looked so
much like you that it was almost ridiculous."
"I was a brute to have left you, whether you wished it or not. It is no
excuse to say that the consequences never entered my head, I was half
mad that morning; and after what you had told me, I think I was glad to
get away for a time."
"We both did what we believed to be best, and ruined--well, my life, and
your best chance of happiness, perhaps. It is often so, I notice. Too
much happiness is not a good thing for the world, I suppose. It is only
the people of moderate desires and capacities that seem to get what
they want. But it was a great pity; we could have been very happy. Did
you care much?"
He showed her his own soul then, naked and tormented,--as it had been
from the hour he had received her letters upon his return from the West
Indies until Time had done its work upon him,--and as it was now and
must be for long months to come. Of the intervening years he gave no
account; he had forgotten them. She listened with her head eagerly
lifted, her vision piercing his. He made the story short. When he had
finished, her head fell back. She gave a long sigh. Was it of content?
She made no other comment. She was past conventions; her emotions were
already dead. And she was at last in that stage of development wherein
one accepts the facts of life with little or no personal application.
"It didn't surprise me when you came in," she said, after a moment. "I
felt that you would come--My life has been terrible, terrible! Do you
realise that! Have they told you? No woman has ever fallen lower than I
have done. I am sorry, for your sake; I can't repent in the ordinary
way. I have an account to square with God, if I ever meet Him and He
presumes to judge me. If you will forgive me, that is all that I care
about."
"I forgive you! Good God, I wonder you don't hate me!"
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