A Daughter of the VineAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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A Daughter of the Vine
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
California -- Fiction
"I did for a time, not because I blamed you, but because I hated
everybody and everything. There were intervals of terrible retrospect
and regret; but I made them as infrequent as I could, and finally I
stifled them altogether. I grew out of touch with every memory of a life
when I was comparatively innocent and happy. I strove to make myself so
evil that I could not distinguish an echo if one tried to make itself
heard; and I succeeded. Now, all that has fallen from me,--in the last
few hours, since I have had relief from physical torments,--for I could
not drink after I saw you, and I had to pay the penalty. It is not odd,
I suppose, that I should suddenly revert: my impulses originally were
all toward good, my mental impulses; the appetite was always a purely
physical thing; and when Death approaches, he stretches out a long hand
and brushes aside the rubbish of life, letting the soul's flower see the
light again for a few moments. Give me the drops. Now that you are here,
I want to live as long as I can."
He lifted her head, and gave her the medicine. She lay back suddenly,
pinioning his arm.
"Let it stay there," she said.
"Are you sure, Nina, that your case is so bad?" he asked. "Couldn't you
make an effort, and let me take you to England?"
She shook her head with a cynical smile. "My machinery is like a
dilapidated old engine that has been eaten up with rust, and battered by
stones for twenty years. There isn't a bit of me that isn't in pieces."
She closed her eyes, and slept for a half hour. He put both arms about
her and his head beside hers.
"Dudley," she said, finally.
"Well?"
"I had not thought of the baby for God knows how many years. It was no
memory for me. But since the other day I have been haunted by that poor
little grave in the big forest--"
"Would you like to have it brought down to Lone Mountain?"
She hesitated a moment, then shook her head.
"No," she said. "In the vault with my mother and--and--_him_? Oh, no!
no!"
"If I build a little vault for you and her will you sign a paper giving
me--certain rights?"
Her face illuminated for the first time. "Oh, yes!" she said. "Oh, yes!
Then I think I could sleep in peace."
Thorpe rang for Cochrane and the gardener, wrote the paper, and had it
duly witnessed. It took but a few moments, and they were alone again.
"I wonder if I shall see _her_--and you again, or if my unlucky star
sets in this world to rise in the next? Well, I shall know soon.
"I am going, I think," she said a few moments later. "Would you mind
kissing me? Death has already taken the sin out of my body, and down
deep is something that never was wholly blackened. That is yours. Take
it."
It was an hour before she died, and during that hour he kissed her many
times.
A FRAGMENT
It was some twelve years later that Thorpe received a copy of a San
Francisco newspaper, in which the following article was heavily
marked:--
WHAT AM I BID?
AN AUCTION SALE OF FUNERAL AND WEDDING TRAPPINGS
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