"Yes, indeed," I replied, smiling as frankly as if I had been talking
to Zillah; "and your mother is the best friend I have or ever expect to
have."
Adah had sighed deeply, and had gone on with her reading in a girlish,
plaintive voice that was quite different from her ordinary tones.
Unconsciously she had imbibed the idea--probably from what she often
heard at meeting--that anything read or spoken consecutively must be in
a tone different from that used in ordinary conversation, and she
always lifted up her voice into an odd, plaintive little monotone, that
was peculiar, but not at all disagreeable. It would not have been
natural in another, but was perfectly so to her, and harmonized with
her unique character. The long words even in the simple stories were
often formidable obstacles, and she would look up apprehensively, and
color for fear I might be laughing at her; but I took pains to gaze
quietly through the window in serene unconsciousness. She also stumbled
because her thoughts evidently were often far away from her book, but
at my cordial thanks when finishing the story her face would glow with
pleasure. And yet she missed something in my thanks, or else saw, in
the quiet manner with which I turned to my letters or paper, that which
was unsatisfactory, and she would sigh as she left the room. Her
gentle, patient efforts to please me, which oddly combined maidenly
shyness and childlike simplicity, often touched the depths of my heart,
and the thought came more than once, "If this is more than a girlish
fancy, and time proves that I am essential to her happiness--which is
extremely doubtful--perhaps I can give her enough affection to content
a nature like hers."
But one glimpse of Emily Warren would banish this thought, for it
seemed as if my very soul were already wedded to her. "The thought of
another is impossible," I would mutter. "She was my fate."
Four or five of the days during which I had been sufficiently strong to
sit up had passed away, and I was able to give more of my time to my
mail and paper, and thus to seem preoccupied when Adah came to read. I
found Zillah also a useful though unconscious ally, and I lured her
into my room by innumerable stories. Reuben and Mr. Yocomb were now
very busy in their harvest, and I saw them chiefly in the evening, but
they were too tired to stay long. Time often hung wofully heavy on my
hands, and I longed to be out of doors again; but Mrs. Yocomb was
prudently inexorable. I am sure that she restrained Adah a great deal,
for she grew less and less demonstrative in manner, and I was left more
to myself.
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