I was disgusted, and was about to reply with a sarcastic compliment
upon the elegance of his illustration, when a look of pain upon Miss
Warren's face checked me, and I said nothing. Lack of delicacy was one
of Mr. Hearn's gravest faults. While courtly, polished, and refined in
externals, he lacked in tact and nicety of discrimination. He often
said things which a finer-fibred but much worse man would never have
said. He had an abundance of intellect, great shrewdness, vast will
force, and organizing power, but not much ideality or imagination. This
lack rendered him incapable of putting himself in the place of another,
and of appreciating their feelings, moods, and motives. The most
revolting thought to me of his union with Miss Warren was that he would
never appreciate her. He greatly admired and respected her, but his
spiritual eyes were too dim to note the exquisite bloom on her
character, or to detect the evanescent lights and shades of thought and
feeling of which to me her mobile face gave so many hints. He would
expect her to be like the July days now passing--warm, bright,
cloudless, and in keeping with his general prosperity.
"They will disappoint each other inevitably," I thought, "and it's
strange that her clear eyes cannot see it when mine can. It is perhaps
the strongest evidence of her love for him, since love is blind. Still
she may love and yet be able to see his foibles and failings clearly;
thousands of women do this. But whether the silken cord of love or the
chain of supposed duty binds her to him now, I fear that Mrs. Yocomb's
sermon has made her his for all time."
Her manner confirmed my surmise, for she apparently gave me little
thought, and was unobtrusively attentive and devoted to him. He had the
good taste to see that further personal remarks were not agreeable; and
since his last attempted witticism fell flat, did not attempt any more.
Our table-talk flagged, and we hastened through the meal. After it was
over he asked:
"Emily, what shall we do this afternoon?"
"Anything you wish," she replied quietly.
"That's the way it will always be," I muttered as I went dejectedly to
my room. "Through all his life it has been 'anything you wish,' and now
it would seem as if religion itself had become his ally. There is
nothing to me so wonderful as some men's fortune. Earth and heaven seem
in league to forward their interests. But why was she so moved at the
meeting-house? Was it merely religious sensibility? It might have been
we were all moved deeply. Was it my imagination, or did she really
shrink from him, and then glance guiltily at me? Even if she had, it
might have been a momentary repulsion caused by his drowsy, heavy
aspect at the time, just as his remark at dinner gave her an unpleasant
twinge. These little back eddies are no proof that there is not a
strong central current.
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