"As if controlled and carried forward by a hidden and malign power, she
goes steadily against her surrounding influences that, like the winds
of heaven, might have wafted her toward all that is good and true. Is
not sweet, quaint Mrs. Yocomb her mother? Is not the genial, hearty old
gentleman her father? Has she not developed among scenes that should
ennoble her nature, and enrich her mind with ideality? There is
Oriental simplicity and largeness in her parents' faith. Abraham
sitting at the door of his tent, could scarcely have done better. Hers
is the simplicity of silliness, which reveals what a woman of sense,
though no better than herself, would not speak of. It is exasperating
to think that her eyes and fingers are endowed with a sense of harmony
and beauty, so that she can cut a gown and adorn her lovely person to
perfection, and yet be so idiotic as to make a spectacle of herself in
her real womanhood. As far as I can make out, Nature is more to blame
than the girl. There is not a bat blinking in the sunlight more blind
than she to every natural beauty of this June day; and yet her eyes are
microscopic, and she sees a host of little things not worth seeing. A
true womanly moral nature seems never to have been infused into her
being. She detests children, her little sister shrinks from her; she
speaks and surmises evil of the absent; to strut down Fifth Avenue in
finery, to which she has given her whole soul, is her ideal of
happiness--there, stop! She is the daughter of my kind host and
hostess. The mystery of this world's evil is sadly exemplified in her
defective character, from which sweet, true womanliness was left out. I
should pity her, and treat her as if she were deformed. Poor Mrs.
Yocomb! Even mother-love cannot blind her to the truth that her fair
daughter is a misshapen creature." After a little, I added wearily, "I
wish I had never seen her; I am the worse for this day's mirage," and I
closed my eyes in dull apathy.
CHAPTER V
MUTUAL DISCOVERIES
I must have slept for an hour or more, for when I awoke I saw through
the window-lattice that the sun was declining in the west. Sleep had
again proved better than all philosophy or medicine, for it had
refreshed me and given something of the morning's elasticity.
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