I soon felt that it was not the thing to be the only one who was
irreverently looking around, and my good-fortune soon supplied ample
motive for looking steadily in one direction. The reader may justly
think that I should have composed my mind to meditation on my many
sins, but I might as well have tried to gather in my hands the reins of
all the wild horses of Arabia as to curb and manage my errant thoughts.
My only chance was for some one or something to catch and hold them for
me. If that old Friend lady would preach I was sure she would do me
good. As it was, her face was an antidote to the influences of the
world in which I dwelt, but I soon began to dream that I had found a
still better remedy, for, at a fortunate angle from my position, there
sat a young Quakeress whose side face arrested my attention and held
it. By leaning a little against the wall as well as the back of my
bench, I also, well content, could look straight before me like the
others.
The fair profile was but slightly hidden by a hat that had a
perceptible leaning toward the world in its character, but the brow was
only made to seem a little lower, and her eyes deepened in their blue
by its shadow. My sweet-briar blossoms were not more delicate in their
pink shadings than was the bloom on her rounded cheek, and the white,
firm chin denoted an absence of weakness and frivolity. The upper lip,
from where I sat, seemed one half of Cupid's bow. I could but barely
catch a glimpse of a ripple of hair that, perhaps, had not been
smoothed with sufficient pains, and thus seemed in league with the
slightly worldly bonnet. In brief, to my kindled fancy, her youth and
loveliness appeared the exquisite human embodiment of the June morning,
with its alternations of sunshine and shadow, its roses and their
fragrance, of its abounding yet untarnished and beautiful life.
No one in the meeting seemed moved save myself, but I felt as if I
could become a poet, a painter, and even a lover, under the inspiration
of that perfect profile.
CHAPTER II
A JUNE DAY-DREAM
Moment after moment passed, but we all sat silent and motionless.
Through the open windows came a low, sweet monotone of the wind from
the shadowing maples, sometimes swelling into a great depth of sound,
and again dying to a whisper, and the effect seemed finer than that of
the most skilfully touched organ. Occasionally an irascible humble-bee
would dart in, and, after a moment of motionless poise, would dart out
again, as if in angry disdain of the quiet people. In its irate hum and
sudden dartings I saw my own irritable fuming and nervous activity, and
I blessed the Friends and their silent meeting. I blessed the fair June
face, that was as far removed from the seething turmoil of my world as
the rosebuds under her home-windows.
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