There are no two destinies which chime in so well together as that of
him who is beaten down by sheer distrust of himself, and that of the
man who has seen better days. Although the one be just entering on life,
while the other is going out of it, if they meet on the threshold,
they stop to form a friendship. Now, though Blondel was not a man, he
supplied to my friendlessness the place of one.
The sun was near its setting, as I rode down the little hill into the
village of Ashford, a picturesque little spot in the midst of mountains,
and with a bright clear stream bounding through it, as fearlessly as
though in all the liberty of open country. I tried to make my entrance
what stage people call effective. I threw myself, albeit a little jaded,
into an attitude of easy indifference, slouched my hat to one side, and
suffered the sprig of laburnum, with which I had adorned it, to droop in
graceful guise over one shoulder. The villagers stared; some saluted me;
and taken, perhaps, by the cool acquiescence of my manner, as I returned
the courtesy, seemed well disposed to believe me of some note.
I rode into the little stable-yard of the “Lamb” and dismounted. I
gave up my horse, and walked into the inn. I don't know how others feel
it,--I greatly doubt if they will have the honesty to tell,--but for
myself, I confess that I never entered an inn or an hotel without a
most uncomfortable conflict within: a struggle made up of two very
antagonistic impulses,--the wish to seem something important, and a
lively terror lest the pretence should turn out to be costly. Thus
swayed by opposing motives, I sought a compromise by assuming that I
was incog.; for the present a nobody, to be treated without any
marked attention, and to whom the acme of respect would be a seeming
indifference.
“What is your village called?” I said, carelessly, to the waiter, as he
laid the cloth.
“Ashford, your honor. 'T is down in all the books,” answered the waiter.
“Is it noted for anything, or is there anything remarkable in the
neighborhood?”
“Indeed, there is, sir, and plenty. There's Glenmalure and the Devil's
Glen; and there's Mr. Snow Malone's place, that everybody goes to see:
and there's the fishing of Doyle's river,--trout, eight, nine, maybe
twelve, pounds' weight; and there's Mr. Reeve's cottage--a Swiss cottage
belike--at Kinmacreedy; but, to be sure, there must be an order for
that!”
“I never take much trouble,” I said indolently. “Who have you got in the
house at present?”
“There's young Lord Keldrum, sir, and two more with him, for the
fishing; and the next room to you here, there's Father Dyke, from
Inistioge, and he's going, by the same token, to dine with the Lord
to-day.”
“Don't mention to his Lordship that I am here,” said I, hastily. “I
desire to be quite unknown down here.” The waiter promised obedience,
without vouchsafing any misgivings as to the possibility of his
disclosing what he did not know.
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