A rebuke, not very cruel, not in the least angry or peevish,
brought me quickly to myself; and as Vaterchen was fortunately in front
and saw nothing of what passed, I speedily made my peace. I do not know
how it happened, but in that same peace-making I had passed my arm
round her waist, and there it remained,--an army of occupation after the
treaty was signed,--and we went along, side by side, very amicably, very
happily.
We are often told that a small competence--the just enough to live
on--is the bane of all enterprise; that men thus placed are removed from
the stimulus of necessity, and yet not lifted into the higher atmosphere
of ambitions. Exactly in the same way do I believe that equality is
the grave of love. The passion thrives on difficulty, and requires
sacrifice. You must bid defiance to mankind in your choice, or you are
a mere fortune-hunter. Show the world the blushing peasant-girl you have
made your wife, and say, “Yes, I have had courage to do this.” Or else
strive for a princess,--a Russian princess. Better, far better, however,
the humble-hearted child of nature and the fields, the simple, trusting,
confiding girl, who, regarding her lover as a sort of demi-god, would,
while she clung to him--
“You press me so hard!” murmured Catinka, half rebukingly, but with a
sort of pouting expression that became her marvellously.
“I was thinking of something that interested me, dearest,” said I; but I
'm not sure that I made my meaning very clear to her, and yet there was
a roguish look in her black eye that puzzled me greatly. I began to
like her, or, if you prefer the phrase, to fall in love with her. I knew
it--I felt it just the way that a man who has once had the ague never
mistakes when he is going to have a return of the fever. In the same way
exactly, did I recognize all the premonitory symptoms,--the giddiness,
the shivering, increased action of the heart--Halt, Potts! and reflect a
bit; are you describing love, or a tertian?
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