If I make my reader a sharer in these musings of mine, it is because
they occupied me for some miles of the way. Vaterchen was not talkative,
and loved to smoke on uninterruptedly. I fancy that, in his way, he was
as great a dreamer as myself. Catinka would have talked incessantly if
any one had listened, or could understand her. As it was, she recited
legends and sang songs for herself, as happy as ever a blackbird was to
listen to his own melody; and though I paid no especial attention to her
music, still the sounds floated through all my thoughts, bathing them
with a soothing flood; just as the air we breathe is often loaded with
a sweet and perfumed breath ere we know it. On the whole, we journeyed
along very pleasantly; and what between the fresh morning air, the brisk
exercise, and the novelty of the situation, I felt in a train of spirits
that made me delighted with everything. “This, after all,” thought I,
“is more like the original plan I sketched out for myself. This is the
true mode to see life and the world. The student of nature never begins
his studies with the more complicated organizations; he sets out with
what is simplest in structure, and least intricate in function; he
begins with the extreme link of the chain; so, too, I start with the
investigation of those whose lives of petty cares and small ambitions
must render them easy of appreciation. This poor Mollusca Vaterchen, for
instance,--to see is to know him; and the girl, how absurd to connect
such a guileless child of nature as that with those stereotyped notions
of feminine craft and subtlety!” I then went on to imagine some future
biographer of mine engaged on this portion of my life, puzzled for
materials, puzzled still more to catch the clew to my meaning in it “At
this time,” will he say, “Potts, by one of those strange caprices which
often were the mainspring of his actions, resolved to lead a gypsy life.
His ardent love of nature, his heartfelt enjoyment of scenery, and, more
than even these, a certain breadth and generosity of character, disposed
him to sympathize with those who have few to pity and fewer to succor
them. With these wild children of the roadside he lived for months,
joyfully sharing the burdens they carried, and taking his part in
their privations. It was here he first met Catinka.” I stopped at this
sentence, and I slowly repeated to myself, “It was here he first met
Catinka!” “What will he have next to record?” thought I. “Is Potts now
to claim sympathy as the victim of a passion that regarded not station,
nor class, nor fortune; that despised the cold conventionalities of
a selfish world, and asked only a heart for a heart? Is he to be
remembered as the faithful believer in his own theory,--Love, above all?
Are we to hear of him clasping rapturously to his bosom the poor forlorn
girl?” So intensely were my feelings engaged in my speculations, that,
at this critical pass, I threw my arms around Catinka's neck, and
kissed her.
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