“I take it, then. Let me have ten pounds; and write down there an
address where I am to remit it some day or other, though I can't say
when.”
“There may be some difficulty about that,” said I. “Stay. I mean to be
at Rome some time in the winter; send it to me there.”
“To what banker?”
“I have no banker; I never had a banker. There's my name, and let the
post-office be the address.”
“Whichever way you 're bent on going, you 're not on the road to be a
rich man,” said Harpar, as he deposited my gold in his leather purse;
“but I hope you 'll not lose by me. Good-bye.” He gave me his hand, not
very warmly or cordially, either, and was gone ere I well knew it.
CHAPTER XXXVII. MY EXPLOSION AT THE TABLE D'HÔTE
I went the next morning to take leave of Harpar before starting, but
found, to my astonishment, that he was already off! He had, I learned,
hired a small carriage to convey him to Bregenz, and had set out before
daybreak. I do not know why this should have annoyed me, but it did
so, and set me a-thinking over the people whom Echstein in his
“Erfahrungen,” says, are born to be dupes. “There is,” says he, “a
race of men who are 'eingeborne Narren,'--'native numskulls,' one might
say,--who muddy the streams of true benevolence by indiscriminating acts
of kindness, and who, by always aiding the wrongdoer, make themselves
accomplices of vice.” Could it be that I was in this barren category?
Harpar had told me, the evening before, that he would not leave Lindau
till his sprain was better, and now he was off, just as if, having no
further occasion for me, he was glad to be rid of my companionship--just
as if--I was beginning again to start another conjecture, when I
bethought me that there is not a more deceptive formula in the whole
cyclopaedia of delusion than that which opens with these same words,
“just as if.” Rely upon it, amiable reader, that whenever you find
yourself driven to explain a motive, trace a cause, or reconcile a
discrepancy, by “just as if,” the chances are about seven to three you
are wrong. If I was not in the bustle of paying my bill and strapping
on my knapsack, I 'd convince you on this head; but, as the morning is a
bright but mellow one of early autumn, and my path lies along the placid
lake, waveless and still, with many a tinted tree reflected in its fair
mirror, let us not think of knaves and rogues, but rather dwell on
the pleasanter thought of all the good and grateful things which daily
befall us in this same life of ours. I am full certain that almost all
of us enter upon what is called the world in too combative a spirit We
are too fond of dragon slaying, and rather than be disappointed of
our sport, we 'd fall foul of a pet lamb, for want of a tiger. Call it
self-delusion, credulity, what you will, it is a faith that makes life
very livable, and, without it,
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