“We feel a light has left the world,
A nameless sort of treasure,
As though one pluck'd the crimson heart
From out the rose of pleasure.
I could forgive the fate that made
Me poor and young to-morrow,
To hare again the soul that played
So tenderly in sorrow,
So buoyantly in happiness.
Ay, I would brook deceiving,
And even the deceiver bless,
Just to go on believing!”
“Still,” thought I, “one ought to maintain self-respect; one should not
willingly make himself a dupe.” And then I began to wish that Vaterchen
had come up, and that Tinte-fleck was rushing towards me with tears
in her eyes, and my money-bag in her hands. I wanted to forget them. I
tried in a hundred ways to prevent them crossing my memory; but though
there is a most artful system of artificial “mnemonics” invented by some
one, the Lethal art has met no explorer, and no man has ever yet found
out the way to shut the door against bygones. I believe it is scarcely
more than five miles to Bregenz from Lindau, and yet I was almost
as many hours on the road. I sat down, perhaps twenty times, lost in
revery; indeed, I'm not very sure that I did n't take a sound sleep
under a spreading willow, so that, when I reached the inn, the
company was just going in to dinner at the _table d'hôte_. Simple
and unpretentious as that board was, the company that graced it was
certainly distinguished, being no less than the Austrian field-marshal
in command of the district, and the officers of his staff. To English
notions, it seemed very strange to see a nobleman of the highest rank,
in the proudest state of Europe, seated at a dinner-table open to all
comers, at a fraction less than one shilling a head, and where some of
the government officials of the place daily came.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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