He must blow off the steam of his invention, or the
boiler will not contain it. You and Le Sage and Alexandre Dumas are a
category. You are not the Clerks of a Census Commission, or Masters
in Equity. You are the chartered libertines of fiction. Shake out your
reefs, and go free,--free as the winds that waft you!”
To all these reflections came the last one. “I must be up and doing, and
that speedily! I will recover Blondel, if I devote my life to the
task. I will regain him, let the cost be what it may. Mounted upon that
creature, I will ride up to the Rosary; the time shall be evening; a sun
just sunk behind the horizon shall have left in the upper atmosphere a
golden and rosy light, which shall tip his mane with a softened lustre,
and shed over my own features a rich Titian-like tint. 'I come,' will I
say, 'to vindicate the fair fame of one who once owned your affection.
It is Potts, the man of impulse, the child of enthusiasm, who now
presents himself before you. Poor, if you like to call him so, in
worldly craft or skill, poor in its possessions, but rich, boundlessly
rich, in the stores of an ideal wealth. Blondel and I are the embodiment
of this idea. These fancies you have stigmatized as lies are but the
pilot balloons by which great minds calculate the currents in that upper
air they are about to soar in.'”
And, last of all, there was a sophistry that possessed a great charm for
my mind, in this wise: to enable a man, humble as myself, to reach that
station in which a career of adventure should open before him, some
ground must be won, some position gained. That I assume to be something
that I am not, is simply to say that I trade upon credit. If my future
transactions be all honorable and trustworthy,--if by a fiction,
only known to my own heart, I acquire that eminence from which I
can distribute benefits to hundreds,--who is to stigmatize me as a
fraudulent trader?
Is it not a well-known fact, that many of those now acknowledged as the
wealthiest of men, might, at some time or other of their lives, have
been declared insolvent had the real state of their affairs been known?
The world, however, had given them its confidence, and time did the
rest. Let the same world be but as generous towards _me!_ The day will
come,--I say it confidently and boldly,--the day will come when I can
“show my books,” and “point to my balance-sheet.” When Archimedes asked
for a base on which to rest his lever, he merely uttered the great
truth, that some one fixed point is essential to the success of a motive
power.
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