So far, things were bad enough; but there was even worse to follow.
The lad whose calf-love had flung him into ill-considered matrimony
was now a mature man--and two years ago he discovered, for the first
time, what the love of mature manhood can be like. With equal folly,
equal recklessness, to his first affair, he had conceived a desperate
and hopeless affection for a woman who exactly reversed the previous
conditions--for she was very much younger than himself, better
educated, and of much superior rank. The "dark lady" of Shakespeare's
sonnets, upon whom he lavished all his golden wealth of phrase, laying
open the most intimate secrets of human love, and scorn, and
anguish--was (in all probability) Mary Fitton, a girl of
nineteen, maid of honour to the Queen. Proud, high-spirited,
vivacious--unquestionably beautiful, although "in the old age black
was not counted fair"--aristocratic, _grande dame_ to the finger-tips:
in every respect the antithesis of countrified, shrewish, repellent
Anne Hathaway--yet the "dark lady" was inherently wanton, false, and
faithless. Shakespeare recognised this, but it made no difference to
the strength and intensity of his passion:
So true a fool is love, that in your will,
Though you do anything, he thinks no ill.
In sonnet after sonnet he expressed his despair, his patience of
contempt or injury. No such sounding of the whole diapason of love--no
such revealing of a tortured human heart--has ever been put before
the world.
Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme.
And he depicted various features of this woman, in various rôles, in
play after play: he could not shut her out. Whether he pilloried her
dark beauty as Cressida or Cleopatra--whether he masked her wit and
spirit under the name of Beatrice or Rosalind--whether he alternately
implored or inveighed against her in the Sonnets--he was enthralled by
so magnetic a fascination that it influenced his art at all points.
Shakespeare the man--Shakespeare the artist--was obsessed by--bound
fast in--a hopeless infatuation for a woman whom he knew to be
unworthy.
Here, indeed, was sufficient matter for musing. But the poet's unhappy
reveries were cut short by the appearance of a young man--his brother
Edmund, who had recently arrived in London and obtained a small acting
post at the _Blackfriars_ Theatre. He addressed the older man with a
mixture of respect and boyish naïveté. "Good Will, lend me a groat or
so--ere I perish of sheer hunger. Six long hours have I laboured at
their plaguy rehearsal, and I have not a penny to my pocket. In faith,
I never starved like this in Stratford. I swear I will repay thee two
days hence!"
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