A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease — John Shaqi
A dead man's diary : $b written after his deceaseKernahan, Coulson
Philosophy
A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease
Kernahan, Coulson
Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction
I love also travel, change and adventure. I love the Botticellis, the
Fra Angelicos and the Leonardo of our own princely National Gallery,
not the less, but the better for an occasional ramble in the Louvre, or
among the galleries of Holland or Italy. I love the life, the stir and
bustle of our London streets; but I love, too, the old-world rest and
repose of Bruges or of Berne; and many a time have I lingered the long
day through in the antique streets of Antwerp, listening to the sweet
uproar and silvern wrangling that ripples, cloud-borne and wind-wafted,
from where the stately belfry soars lark-like above the world. To
me to have been happy once is to establish a claim upon happiness
thenceforward, and it is for this reason, I suppose, that I love so
to re-live the past, and to dwell on the memory of former sights and
scenes. It is true, as Frederick Robertson says, that the "first time
never returns," and shall I ever forget the exultation of the moment
when, after repeated failures, I first set foot on that inaccessible
mountain-height which I had risked my life to scale? Even now, lying
here in this sunny English meadow, I seem to re-live that moment, and
to see that scene again. Before me rises one wild and wasteful world of
white--a white on which the fierce rays of the sun beat and burn with
blinding, blazing, intolerable brilliance. Above, swimming and soaring
away into unfathomable azure, spreads the silent heaven, but around,
about, beneath, all is white, deathly-white, save only where the vast
angles of ice-crag or column deepen into a lustrous turquoise, or where
a blue mist broods athwart the mouth of yawning crevasse or cavern.
Below me and afar--so far that it seems as if I were cut off from it
for ever,--lies the sunny village that I left so many toilsome hours
ago, just visible, a wee white dot upon the green. There the air is
sweet with the breath of flowers and of the clover-fields, there, too,
are the bees, and the butterflies, and the music of rushing water.
But here, where the wasteful snows writhe and wreathe around in arch
and cave and column, vast and wonderful to behold--above, the shining
zenith, below, the sheer abyss and the treacherous descent--here in the
solemn solitude and silence of this whited wilderness, I can scarcely
believe that I am still on the earth, and of it, and that the dazzling
dome on which I am standing is but the white and swelling bosom of the
Great Mother from whom we all sprang.
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