A dead man's diary : $b written after his deceaseKernahan, Coulson
Philosophy
A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease
Kernahan, Coulson
Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction
"Yes, I am in love, although as yet I could not tell what the name of
my love is or will be. But in every inspired poem or perfect picture,
in the soaring and sobbing of music, in sunrise and sunset, or in the
sighing of the wind upon my cheek, there is something which speaks to
me of her, and which beckons my spirit forth in search of her, as if by
the leading of an unseen hand. And sometimes, but only in my dreaming,
musing moments, my thoughts, as they wander forth into the blue expanse
around me, take colour and shape, and I see her standing by a tiny cot
in a cosy room where the warm firelight flickers on walls gay with
pictures. I see her bend with eyes that brim with tears of blessing to
fold two dimpled hands together, and to listen to a baby voice which
whispers after hers the hallowed words to 'Our Father in Heaven.' And
as the little voice dies away into the holy hush of the last Amen, and
the little lids droop like the petals of a primrose over the tired
eyes, my dream-picture changes again, and I am rambling among the walks
I love so well, but no longer alone, no longer wrapt in melancholy
musing for--now trudging cheerily along with hand clasped fast in mine
and face upturned to listen, now darting bird-like aside in search of
fly or flower--there journeys ever with me my little son and hers. We
wander merrily through that sunny stretch of meadow--the children's
meadow, as we call it--where the grass grows lush and long, and where
the blithe day through the skylark ever sings and soars; we cross the
stile and enter the shady shelter of the 'Lover's Lane,' dark, as it
always is, with the dense green of overarching ash and hazel, and then
we reach that sunny, wind-swept and sloping hillside, where he and I
love to linger, watching the slow sailing of stately clouds above, or
listening to the tinkle and purl of the brooklet which ripples over
the pebbles in the valley far below. In the joyous wonder of the child
heart beside me at all that is beautiful in this beautiful world, I
forget the books and the making of books with which my brain is busied;
and when the first flush of rapture is over and the little brain has
sobered into calm, I tell my boy of the Brother-Lord who loves him, and
who was once such a little child as he, and of the dear Lord-Father by
whom all that is beautiful was made."
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