A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease — John Shaqi
A dead man's diary : $b written after his deceaseKernahan, Coulson
Philosophy
A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease
Kernahan, Coulson
Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction
"They are my words," he cried excitedly, and with a hysterical laugh,
"mine, mine; the words I use to myself when I think of the mystery
which they strove so carefully to conceal from me, but which for all
their cunning I have discovered. Listen, and I will tell you about it.
When I first came here, I saw, either in hell or in heaven, the faces
of most of the dead whom I had known on earth, but some faces there
were (Henry Marshall's was one of them) which I missed, and which from
that time to this I have never seen. 'Where, then, are they?' I asked
myself, 'since neither earth, hell, nor heaven knows them more? Has
God some fearful fate in store for the sinner, which may one day fall
upon me and mine, as it has already fallen upon them?' As I felt the
shadow of that dark misgiving resting on my heart, I knew that for me
another horror had arisen in hell, and that rest thenceforth there
could be none until I had solved the mystery.
"And so it came about that all the moments of my release from suffering
were spent in the search for those missing faces. Sometimes I took
counsel with those who were in hell as I was, but they could teach
me only that which I already knew; sometimes I asked the help of the
souls in Paradise, but they told me nothing save that I must be no more
faithless but believing. And then I sought to know of the angels where
were those lost ones, but with a look of sad and pitiful meaning, they
passed on and left me unanswered. Ah! but they could not hide their
secrets from me! No, no, I was not one of the credulous, nor was I to
be put off with a frown, and I have found out their mystery, and you
shall share it.
"When you and I were children, we were taught that every human being is
made in the image of God, and is born with an immortal soul. But they
did not tell us that just as neglected diseases can kill the body, so
unchecked sin can kill the soul, and that we have it in our power to so
deface the Divine Image that we become like unto, if not lower, than
the beasts which perish, and die out at our deaths as they. But it is
so, and that is what I meant when I said that he of whom you asked was
'of the dead who die.'
"You shake your head, and mutter that I am mad, and that you cannot
credit such a statement. Well, perhaps I am mad--mad with the horror
of my unbelief; but why should it not be as I say, I ask you? I have
brooded over it all a thousand times, and am convinced that I have
solved the riddle, and I will tell you why I think so.
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