A dead man's diary : $b written after his deceaseKernahan, Coulson
Philosophy
A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease
Kernahan, Coulson
Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction
"Half of our work, and more, is on earth," she made answer. "It was to
tell you of that that I pointed out my poet-friend, the dreamer of
dreams, to you. Himself a poet, he was the son of a poet, who had lived
to see all else he loved on earth pass away before him; and when this
boy, his darling hope and only companion, was also taken, the old man
was left lonely, desolate and infirm. But not so lonely as one might
imagine, for his boy seldom leaves him, and the work which God has set
apart for the poet-son, and which is to him the resting-work of heaven,
is to be with his father in all sorrow, to minister to him in all
pain, and to be with him in every wakeful or weary moment, his unseen
comforter and friend."
I was interested in what she related, for I remembered that when I was
sitting one evening with the poet-father, he had told me that, for
all his loneliness, he was never alone. "No, I am never lonely," he
said, "although you will perhaps think what I am going to tell you is
but an old mans' fancy. A night or two after my dear boy died, I was
thinking of my dead youth, and of my dead wife, of my dead friends and
my dead children, until it seemed to me as if I, too, ought long since
to have been buried, for I was lingering on (like a spectral moon when
the sun is high) the living ghost of a vanished past. The generation
had departed which I knew, and the one which was growing up around me
was too busy listening to the songs of its own singers to give ear to
mine. As the thought of my loneliness, my loveless life, and my boy's
newly-made grave, away out in the dreary cemetery, came over me, I did
that which was cowardly and faithless, and dropped my head upon my
hands and wept. Then it was that there came a touch upon my arm, and a
voice in my ear, and though I knew none else was in the room, I was not
afraid, but answered without looking up: 'Who is it?'
"'It is only I, dear father,' the voice replied, 'only your boy. You
must not be unhappy about me, for though I have greatly sinned, yet I
have been greatly forgiven, and am perfectly, peacefully happy.'
"My son then went on to tell me," the old man continued, "that for me
there was to be no more loneliness, for that in all my sleepless nights
and sorrowful days, he would be with me ever and always, my constant
companion and comforter, until for me too the time shall come when,
"'Midnight waking, twilight weeping, heavy noontide--all are done.'"
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