A Desperate Character and Other Stories — John Shaqi
A Desperate Character and Other StoriesTurgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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A Desperate Character and Other Stories
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
So passed I do not know how long--perhaps a minute, perhaps a quarter of
an hour. He still gazed at me; I still experienced a certain discomfort
and alarm and still thought of the Frenchman. Twice I tried to say to
myself, ‘What nonsense! what a farce!’ I tried to smile, to shrug my
shoulders.... It was no use! All initiative had all at once ‘frozen up’
within me--I can find no other word for it. I was overcome by a sort of
numbness. Suddenly I noticed that he had left the door, and was standing
a step or two nearer to me; then he gave a slight bound, both feet
together, and stood closer still.... Then again ... and again; while the
menacing eyes were simply fastened on my whole face, and the hands
remained behind, and the broad chest heaved painfully. These leaps
struck me as ridiculous, but I felt dread too, and what I could not
understand at all, a drowsiness began suddenly to come upon me. My
eyelids clung together ... the shaggy figure with the whitish eyes in
the blue smock seemed double before me, and suddenly vanished
altogether! ... I shook myself; he was again standing between the door
and me, but now much nearer.... Then he vanished again--a sort of mist
seemed to fall upon him; again he appeared ... vanished again ...
appeared again, and always closer, closer ... his hard, almost gasping
breathing floated across to me now.... Again the mist fell, and all of a
sudden out of this mist the head of old Dessaire began to take distinct
shape, beginning with the white, brushed-back hair! Yes: there were his
warts, his black eyebrows, his hook nose! There too his green coat with
the brass buttons, the striped waistcoat and jabot.... I shrieked, I got
up.... The old man vanished, and in his place I saw again the man in the
blue smock. He moved staggering to the wall, leaned his head and both
arms against it, and heaving like an over-loaded horse, in a husky voice
said, ‘Tea!’ Mastridia Karpovna--how she came there I can’t say--flew to
him and saying: ‘Vassinka! Vassinka!’ began anxiously wiping away the
sweat, which simply trickled from his face and hair. I was on the point
of approaching her, but she, so insistently, in such a heart-rending
voice cried: ‘Your honour! merciful sir! have pity on us, go away, for
Christ’s sake!’ that I obeyed, while she turned again to her son.
‘Bread-winner, darling,’ she murmured soothingly: ‘you shall have tea
directly, directly. And you too, sir, had better take a cup of tea at
home!’ she shouted after me.
* * * * *
When I got home I obeyed Mastridia and ordered some tea; I felt
tired--even weak. ‘Well?’ Ardalion questioned me, ‘have you been? did
you see something?’
‘He did, certainly, show me something ... which, I’ll own, I had not
anticipated,’ I replied.
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