A Desperate Character and Other Stories — John Shaqi
A Desperate Character and Other StoriesTurgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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A Desperate Character and Other Stories
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
‘But excuse me, excuse me,’ I put in, not, I must own, without malicious
intent. ‘You want a leader ... but what is your priest for?’
Sophie looked coldly at me.
‘You mean to laugh at me, I suppose. My priestly father tells me what I
ought to do; but what I want is a leader who would show me himself in
action how to sacrifice one’s self!’
She raised her eyes towards the ceiling. With her childlike face, and
that expression of immobile absorption, of secret, continual perplexity,
she reminded me of the pre-raphaelite Madonnas....
‘I have read somewhere,’ she went on, not turning to me, and hardly
moving her lips, ‘of a grand person who directed that he should be
buried under a church porch so that all the people who came in should
tread him under foot and trample on him.... That is what one ought to
do in life.’
Boom! boom! tra-ra-ra! thundered the drums from the band.... I must own
such a conversation at a ball struck me as eccentric in the extreme; the
ideas involuntarily kindled within me were of a nature anything but
religious. I took advantage of my partner’s being invited to one of the
figures of the mazurka to avoid renewing our quasi-theological
discussion.
A quarter of an hour later I conducted Mademoiselle Sophie to her
father, and two days after I left the town of T----, and the image of
the girl with the childlike face and the soul impenetrable as stone
slipped quickly out of my memory.
Two years passed, and it chanced that that image was recalled again to
me. It was like this: I was talking to a colleague who had just
returned from a tour in South Russia. He had spent some time in the
town of T----, and told me various items of news about the
neighbourhood. ‘By the way!’ he exclaimed, ‘you knew V. G. B. very
well, I fancy, didn’t you?’
‘Of course I know him.’
‘And his daughter Sophia, do you know her?’
‘I’ve seen her twice.’
‘Only fancy, she’s run away!’
‘How’s that?’
‘Well, I don’t know. Three months ago she disappeared, and nothing’s
been heard of her. And the astonishing thing is no one can make out whom
she’s run off with. Fancy, they’ve not the slightest idea, not the
smallest suspicion! She’d refused all the offers made her, and she was
most proper in her behaviour. Ah, these quiet, religious girls are the
ones! It’s made an awful scandal all over the province! B.’s in
despair.... And whatever need had she to run away? Her father carried
out her wishes in everything. And what’s so unaccountable, all the
Lovelaces of the province are there all right, not one’s missing.’
‘And they’ve not found her up till now?’
‘I tell you she might as well be at the bottom of the sea! It’s one rich
heiress less in the world, that’s the worst of it.’
This piece of news greatly astonished me. It did not seem at all in
keeping with the recollection I had of Sophia B. But there! anything
may happen.
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