A Desperate Character and Other StoriesTurgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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A Desperate Character and Other Stories
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
‘Your muse! how queerly you talk! Like a classicist. (Romanticism was at
that time, in 1837, at its full height.) As if I had not known it ever
so long--your muse! Have you written a new poem, or what?’
‘You don’t understand what I mean,’ rejoined Tarhov, still laughing and
blushing. ‘I will introduce you to a living muse.’
‘Aha! so that’s it! But how is she--yours?’
‘Why, because ... But hush, I believe it’s she coming here.’
There was the light click of hurrying heels, the door opened, and in the
doorway appeared a girl of eighteen, in a chintz cotton gown, with a
black cloth cape on her shoulders, and a black straw hat on her fair,
rather curly hair. On seeing me she was frightened and disconcerted, and
was beating a retreat ... but Tarhov at once rushed to meet her.
‘Please, please, Musa Pavlovna, come in! This is my great friend, a
splendid fellow--and the soul of discretion. You’ve no need to be afraid
of him. Petya,’ he turned to me, ‘let me introduce my Musa--Musa
Pavlovna Vinogradov, a great friend of mine.’
I bowed.
‘How is that ... Musa?’ I was beginning.... Tarhov laughed. ‘Ah, you
didn’t know there was such a name in the calendar? I didn’t know it
either, my boy, till I met this dear young lady. Musa! such a charming
name! And suits her so well!’
I bowed again to my comrade’s great friend. She left the door, took two
steps forward and stood still. She was very attractive, but I could not
agree with Tarhov’s opinion, and inwardly said to myself: ‘Well, she’s a
strange sort of muse!’
The features of her curved, rosy face were small and delicate; there was
an air of fresh, buoyant youth about all her slender, miniature figure;
but of the muse, of the personification of the muse, I--and not only
I--all the young people of that time had a very different conception!
First of all the muse had infallibly to be dark-haired and pale. An
expression of scornful pride, a bitter smile, a glance of inspiration,
and that ‘something’--mysterious, demonic, fateful--that was essential
to our conception of the muse, the muse of Byron, who at that time held
sovereign sway over men’s fancies. There was nothing of that kind to be
discerned in the face of the girl who came in. Had I been a little older
and more experienced I should probably have paid more attention to her
eyes, which were small and deep-set, with full lids, but dark as agate,
alert and bright, a thing rare in fair-haired people. Poetical
tendencies I should not have detected in their rapid, as it were
elusive, glance, but hints of a passionate soul, passionate to
self-forgetfulness. But I was very young then.
I held out my hand to Musa Pavlovna--she did not give me hers--she did
not notice my movement; she sat down on the chair Tarhov placed for her,
but did not take off her hat and cape.
She was, obviously, ill at ease; my presence embarrassed her. She
drew deep breaths, at irregular intervals, as though she were
gasping for air.
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