A Desperate VoyageKnight, E. F. (Edward Frederick)
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A Desperate Voyage
Knight, E. F. (Edward Frederick)
Lawyers -- Fiction; Pirates -- Fiction
The vessel plunged and rolled throughout the night, her timbers
groaning, and the wind shrieking through her rigging. But towards
daybreak the gale began to moderate, and the glass rose slowly. Carew
saw that the bad weather was over and that the heavy sea would soon
subside. On the shallow German Ocean the sea rises quicker than
elsewhere, and with its steep and breaking rollers is more perilous than
can be experienced on any other of our home waters, as the fishermen of
the Doggerbank know to their cost. On the other hand, here it soon
becomes smooth again as the wind drops.
An hour or so after dawn the sky was almost cloudless, and only a fresh
breeze was blowing. The waves, no longer dangerous, broke into white
foam that sparkled in the sunshine. It was a day to gladden a sailor's
heart.
Carew stood on deck, and under the joyous influences of that bright
morning a calm fell on his soul, and his conscience ceased to trouble
him. There is a sort of magnetic relation between a man and his
surroundings. Out at sea, far away from land, with nothing but pure air
and pure water near, even a great villain is wont to forget that he
himself is not pure as well. In London, as he walked through the crowded
streets, Carew knew that he was constantly jostling against men as bad
as himself. In them he saw his own vices and crimes reflected as in a
mirror, so that he could never put his guilt out of his mind. Again,
fearful as he had been lately that those around him suspected him, he
was unable to feel, even for one delusive moment, the sense of
innocence.
But out here on the great sea, so far removed from human passion, with
nothing to remind him of his offences, it was, on the contrary,
difficult for him to realise what manner of man he was. He was conscious
of what he imagined were virtuous impulses. He began to flatter himself
that he was naturally a good man, that he was more sinned against than
sinning, and that it was foolish of him to allow a sensitive conscience
to torment him about occurrences, regrettable indeed, but the blame of
which was scarcely his. The fact was that he mistook the joyous feelings
inspired by a sunny day at sea for the reawakening of his better self--a
frequent mistake that. His soul was in complete harmony with the Nature
around him; and Nature, whatever her actions, knows nothing of crime or
remorse.
So Henry Carew, in no unhappy frame of mind, began to consider what he
should do next; and as he pondered, all his pluck and energy returned to
him.
"In an hour or so," he said to himself, "the sea will have gone down
still more; then I can get the vessel under way again. In the meantime,
I will make a thorough inspection, and discover what my resources are;
for I must have money, or the means of raising it."
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