A Diary from Dixie: As written by Mary Boykin Chesnut, wife of James Chesnut, Jr., United States Senator from South Carolina, 1859-1861, and afterward an Aide to Jefferson Davis and a Brigadier-General in the Confederate ArmyChesnut, Mary Boykin
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A Diary from Dixie: As written by Mary Boykin Chesnut, wife of James Chesnut, Jr., United States Senator from South Carolina, 1859-1861, and afterward an Aide to Jefferson Davis and a Brigadier-General in the Confederate Army
Chesnut, Mary Boykin
Chesnut, Mary Boykin, 1823-1886 -- Diaries; Confederate States of America -- History -- Sources; Southern States -- Biography; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Personal narratives, Confederate
I have seen a negro woman sold on the block at auction. She overtopped
the crowd. I was walking and felt faint, seasick. The creature looked so
like my good little Nancy, a bright mulatto with a pleasant face. She was
magnificently gotten up in silks and satins. She seemed delighted with
it all, sometimes ogling the bidders, sometimes looking quiet, coy, and
modest, but her mouth never relaxed from its expanded grin of excitement.
I dare say the poor thing knew who would buy her. I sat down on a stool
in a shop and disciplined my wild thoughts. I tried it Sterne fashion.
You know how women sell themselves and are sold in marriage from queens
downward, eh? You know what the Bible says about slavery and marriage;
poor women! poor slaves! Sterne, with his starling—what did he know? He
only thought, he did not feel.
In Evan Harrington I read: “Like a true English female, she believed in
her own inflexible virtue, but never trusted her husband out of sight.”
The New York Herald says: “Lincoln’s carriage is not bomb-proof; so he
does not drive out.” Two flags and a bundle of sticks have been sent him
as gentle reminders. The sticks are to break our heads with. The English
are gushingly unhappy as to our family quarrel. Magnanimous of them, for
it is their opportunity.
_March 5th._—We stood on the balcony to see our Confederate flag go up.
Roars of cannon, etc., etc. Miss Sanders complained (so said Captain
Ingraham) of the deadness of the mob. “It was utterly spiritless,”
she said; “no cheering, or so little, and no enthusiasm.” Captain
Ingraham suggested that gentlemen “are apt to be quiet,” and this was “a
thoughtful crowd, the true mob element with us just now is hoeing corn.”
And yet! It is uncomfortable that the idea has gone abroad that we have
no joy, no pride, in this thing. The band was playing “Massa in the cold,
cold ground.” Miss Tyler, daughter of the former President of the United
States, ran up the flag.
Captain Ingraham pulled out of his pocket some verses sent to him by
a Boston girl. They were well rhymed and amounted to this: she held a
rope ready to hang him, though she shed tears when she remembered his
heroic rescue of Koszta. Koszta, the rebel! She calls us rebels, too. So
it depends upon whom one rebels against—whether to save or not shall be
heroic.
I must read Lincoln’s inaugural. Oh, “comes he in peace, or comes he in
war, or to tread but one measure as Young Lochinvar?” Lincoln’s aim is to
seduce the border States.
The people, the natives, I mean, are astounded that I calmly affirm,
in all truth and candor, that if there were awful things in society in
Washington, I did not see or hear of them. One must have been hard to
please who did not like the people I knew in Washington.
Mr. Chesnut has gone with a list of names to the President—de Treville,
Kershaw, Baker, and Robert Rutledge. They are taking a walk, I see. I
hope there will be good places in the army for our list.
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