John Huish drew a long breath, and the pupils of his eyes contracted as
he said quietly:
"Why, doctor, I told you that I had been on the Continent, and only
returned two days ago."
"Yes; of course. We know--fashionable fibs: Out of town; not at home,
etcetera, etcetera."
"My dear doctor," said Huish, fidgeting slightly in his seat, "I have
always made it a practice to try and be honest in my statements. I tell
you I only came back two days ago."
"That be hanged, John Huish!" cried the doctor. "Why, you were here a
fortnight ago yesterday."
"Nonsense," cried Huish excitedly. "How absurd!"
"Absurd? Hang it, boy! do you think I'm mad? Here is the entry," he
continued, reading. "Seventh, John Huish, Nervous fit--
over-excitement--old bite of dog--bad dreams--dread of hydrophobia.
Prescribed, um--um--um--etcetera, etcetera. Now then, what do you say
to that?"
"You were dreaming," said Huish.
"Dreaming?" said the doctor, laughing. "What! that you--here, stop a
moment." He rang the bell. "Ask Daniel yourself when you were here
last."
"What nonsense!" said Huish, growing agitated. Then as the door opened,
"Daniel," he said quietly, "when was I here last?"
"Yesterday fortnight, sir," said the man promptly.
"That will do, Daniel!" and the attendant retired as Huish sank back in
his chair, gazing straight before him in a strange, vacant manner.
"What a fool I am!" muttered the doctor. "I've led him on to it again.
Hang it! shall I never understand my profession?"
"I'll go now," said Huish drearily, as he rose; but Dr Stonor pressed
him back in his seat.
"No, no; sit still a few minutes," he said quietly.
"I--I thought it was gone," said Huish; "and life seemed so bright and
happy on ahead. Doctor, I've never confessed, even to you, what I have
suffered from all this. I have felt horrible at times. The devil has
tempted me to do the most dreadful things."
"Poor devil!" said the doctor. "What a broad back he must have to bear
all that the silly world lays upon it!"
"You laugh. Tell me, what does it mean? How is it? Do I do things in
my sleep, or when I am waking, and then do they pass completely away
from my memory? Tell me truly, and let me know the worst. Am I going
to lose my reason?"
"No, no, no!" cried the doctor. "Absurd! It is a want of tone in the
nerves--a little absence of mind. The liver is sluggish, and from its
stoppage the brain gets affected."
"Yes; that is what I feared," cried Huish excitedly.
"Not as you mean, my dear boy," cried the doctor. "When we say the
brain is affected, we don't always mean madness. What nonsense! The
brain is affected when there are bad headaches--a little congestion, you
know. These fits of absence are nothing more."
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