They took me down a stairway that was green with slimy things, and so
came slowly to the terrible mud. There, in the territory of forsaken
things, they dug a shallow grave. When they had finished they laid me in
the grave, and suddenly they cast their tapers to the river. And when
the water had quenched the flaring lights the tapers looked pale and
small as they bobbed upon the tide, and at once the glamour of the
calamity was gone, and I noticed then the approach of the huge dawn; and
my friends cast their cloaks over their faces, and the solemn procession
was turned into many fugitives that furtively stole away.
Then the mud came back wearily and covered all but my face. There I lay
alone with quite forgotten things, with drifting things that the tides
will take no farther, with useless things and lost things, and with the
horrible unnatural bricks that are neither stone nor soil. I was rid of
feeling, because I had been killed, but perception and thought were in
my unhappy soul. The dawn widened, and I saw the desolate houses that
crowded the marge of the river, and their dead windows peered into my
dead eyes, windows with bales behind them instead of human souls. I grew
so weary looking at these forlorn things that I wanted to cry out, but
could not, because I was dead. Then I knew, as I had never known before,
that for all the years that herd of desolate houses had wanted to cry
out too, but, being dead, were dumb. And I knew then that it had yet
been well with the forgotten drifting things if they had wept, but they
were eyeless and without life. And I, too, tried to weep, but there were
no tears in my dead eyes. And I knew then that the river might have
cared for us, might have caressed us, might have sung to us, but he
swept broadly onwards, thinking of nothing but the princely ships.
[Illustration: THE TERRIBLE MUD]
At last the tide did what the river would not, and came and covered me
over, and my soul had rest in the green water, and rejoiced and believed
that it had the Burial of the Sea. But with the ebb the water fell
again, and left me alone again with the callous mud among the forgotten
things that drift no more, and with the sight of all those desolate
houses, and with the knowledge among all of us that each was dead.
In the mournful wall behind me, hung with green weeds, forsaken of the
sea, dark tunnels appeared, and secret narrow passages that were clamped
and barred. From these at last the stealthy rats came down to nibble me
away, and my soul rejoiced thereat and believed that he would be free
perforce from the accursed bones to which burial was refused. Very soon
the rats ran away a little space and whispered among themselves. They
never came any more. When I found that I was accursed even among the
rats I tried to weep again.
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