And he said, “Yes; I do it with hashish. I know Bethmoora well.” And he
took out of his pocket a small box full of some black stuff that looked
like tar, but had a stranger smell. He warned me not to touch it with my
finger, as the stain remained for days. “I got it from a gipsy,” he
said. “He had a lot of it, as it had killed his father.” But I
interrupted him, for I wanted to know for certain what it was that had
made desolate that beautiful city, Bethmoora, and why they fled from it
swiftly in a day. “Was it because of the Desert’s curse?” I asked. And
he said, “Partly it was the fury of the Desert and partly the advice of
the Emperor Thuba Mleen, for that fearful beast is in some way connected
with the Desert on his mother’s side.” And he told me this strange
story: “You remember the sailor with the black scar, who was there on
the day that you described when the messengers came on mules to the gate
of Bethmoora, and all the people fled. I met this man in a tavern,
drinking rum, and he told me all about the flight from Bethmoora, but
knew no more than you did what the message was, or who had sent it.
However, he said he would see Bethmoora once more whenever he touched
again at an eastern port, even if he had to face the Devil. He often
said that he would face the Devil to find out the mystery of that
message that emptied Bethmoora in a day. And in the end he had to face
Thuba Mleen, whose weak ferocity he had not imagined. For one day the
sailor told me he had found a ship, and I met him no more after that in
the tavern drinking rum. It was about that time that I got the hashish
from the gipsy, who had a quantity that he did not want. It takes one
literally out of oneself. It is like wings. You swoop over distant
countries and into other worlds. Once I found out the secret of the
universe. I have forgotten what it was, but I know that the Creator does
not take Creation seriously, for I remember that He sat in Space with
all His work in front of Him and laughed. I have seen incredible things
in fearful worlds. As it is your imagination that takes you there, so it
is only by your imagination that you can get back. Once out in æther I
met a battered, prowling spirit, that had belonged to a man whom drugs
had killed a hundred years ago; and he led me to regions that I had
never imagined; and we parted in anger beyond the Pleiades, and I could
not imagine my way back. And I met a huge grey shape that was the Spirit
of some great people, perhaps of a whole star, and I besought It to show
me my way home, and It halted beside me like a sudden wind and pointed,
and, speaking quite softly, asked me if I discerned a certain tiny
light, and I saw a far star faintly, and then It said to me, ‘That is
the Solar System,’ and strode tremendously on. And somehow I imagined my
way back, and only just in time, for my body was already stiffening in a
chair in my room; and the fire had gone out and everything was cold, and
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