"Isabel, you didn't use to be an utter fool. Before you put that
key into the lock, before you move another step, rub that look
of stark, staring midsummer madness off your face. It doesn't
become you, God knows. Listen to what I have to say; try not to
be a fool. Don't you understand----"
Before he could explain what was the appeal he was about to make
to her understanding, some one, or something, came swirling at
them from the side of the house. The light disappeared in the
lantern; the lantern itself was snatched from the lady's hands.
She made no effort to regain it, nor to ascertain how the thing
had happened. She stood in the darkness, motionless. Presently
she said--
"Luker! Luker!"
There was no answer. She put out her hand to feel for her
companion who, a moment before, had been standing close at her
side. He was not there.
CHAPTER XXXIV
TOWARDS JUDGMENT
For possibly a couple of minutes she continued on the doorstep
immobile, as if she not only did not understand what had
happened, but as if she also still failed to realise that her
legal adviser was at least no longer where he was. She repeated
his name, at intervals--"Luker! Luker!"--almost as if she was a
child who repeated, parrot-like, a meaningless formula. Then,
after a while, when still there came no answer, she thrust her
hand, as if mechanically, into the bosom of her dress, feeling
for something. Presently it emerged, holding a flask. In the
same odd, automatic fashion, as if her actions were not the
product of her own volition, unscrewing the stopper, she placed
the neck between her lips. After a perceptible interval,
suddenly slipping between her fingers, it dropped on to the step
with a clatter. It had contained ether; she had swallowed its
entire contents.
What were the exact physical or mental results of what would
have been a poison to an unaccustomed subject, it would be
difficult to say. One fact may be baldly stated, it robbed her
of her senses. Her capacity of judging between the real and the
unreal had been trembling in the balance. When she emptied that
flask unreality became all that was real. Not perhaps on the
instant, but certainly after the expiration of a very few
seconds.
At first she stood trembling, so that one might almost have
expected to see her sink to the ground from sheer inability to
stand. She stretched out her arms into the darkness, as if
seeking for support, and found none. Then, putting her hands up
to her face, she began to rub them up and down before her eyes,
as if endeavouring to rub away some film which obscured her
sight, and she began to cry, softly, beneath her breath. Then,
dropping her hands to her sides, she began to see the things
which were not, those visions which, in some form, are the
inseparable companions of a mind diseased.
"I am coming!--I heard you!--you need not call so loud!"
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