A Duet, with an Occasional ChorusDoyle, Arthur Conan
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A Duet, with an Occasional Chorus
Doyle, Arthur Conan
Married people -- Fiction
MY OWN DEAREST GIRLIE,—How perfectly sweet you are! I read and re-read
your letter, and I understand more and more how infinitely your nature is
above mine. And your conception of love—how lofty and unselfish it is!
How could I lower it by thinking that any worldly thing could be weighed
for an instant against it! And yet it was just my jealous love for you,
and my keenness that you should never be the worse through me, which led
me to write in that way, so I will not blame myself too much. I am
really glad that the cloud came, for the sunshine is so much brighter
afterwards. And I seem to know you so much better, and to see so much
more deeply into your nature. I knew that my own passion for you was the
very essence of my soul—oh, how hard it is to put the extreme of emotion
into the terms of human speech!—but I did not dare to hope that your
feelings were as deep. I hardly ventured to tell even you how I really
felt. Somehow, in these days of lawn-tennis and afternoon tea, a strong
strong passion, such a passion as one reads of in books and poems, seems
out of place. I thought that it would surprise, even frighten you,
perhaps, if I were to tell you all that I felt. And now you have written
me two letters, which contain all that I should have said if I had spoken
from my heart. It is all my own inmost thought, and there is not a
feeling that I do not share. O Maude, I may write lightly and speak
lightly, perhaps, sometimes, but there never was a woman, never, never in
all the story of the world, who was loved more passionately than you are
loved by me. Come what may, while the world lasts and the breath of life
is between my lips, you are the one woman to me. If we are together, I
care nothing for what the future may bring. If we are not together, all
the world cannot fill the void.
You say that I have given an impulse to your life: that you read more,
study more, take a keener interest in everything. You could not possibly
have said a thing which could have given me more pleasure than that. It
is splendid! It justifies me in aspiring to you. It satisfies my
conscience over everything which I have done. It must be right if that
is the effect. I have felt so happy and light-hearted ever since you
said it. It is rather absurd to think that _I_ should improve you, but
if you in your sweet frankness say that it is so, why, I can only marvel
and rejoice.
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