"I'll go. Can I hire horses here, uncle?" "Why hire? I've got my own. You are not a stranger, I dare say, a niece, my little niece." Porfiry Vladimirych began to liven up, and put on an _en famille_ grin. "A pony cart, a pair of fine little horses--thank God, I am not poor, I dare say! And wouldn't it be well for me to go with you? We would visit the grave, you see, and then would go to Pogorelka and peep in here and there, and we would think matters over, talk things over--about this and that. Yours is a fine little estate, you know. It has some very good spots." "No, I'll go alone, I think. Why should you go? By the way, Petenka's dead, too, I hear?" "Yes, my dear friend, Petenka is dead, too. I am sorry for him in one way, very sorry--to the point of tears; but then--it was all his own fault. He was always disrespectful to his father, that's why God punished him. And what God, in His great wisdom, did, you and I cannot undo." "Of course, we can't. But what makes me wonder is, why you don't find it too horrible to live." "Why should I fear? You see how much succor I have all around." Yudushka made a gesture, pointing to the ikons. "Succor here and succor in my study. The ikon room is a veritable paradise. You see how many protectors I have." "But still, you are always alone. It's frightful." "And if I am afraid, I fall on my knees, say a prayer, and the fear is all gone. And why be afraid? It's light during the day, and at night I have ikon lamps burning in every room. From outside in the dark it looks as if there were a ball in the house. And what ball? Who are the guests? Holy protectors, God's chosen. Those are my guests!" "You know, Petenka wrote to us before his death." "Well, of course, he is a relative. It's a good thing he did not lose his feelings of kinship." "Yes, he wrote to us. It was after the trial, when sentence had been pronounced. He wrote he had lost three thousand rubles in cards and you would not give him the money. But you are rich, uncle, aren't you?" "Ah, my dear, it's easy to count money in another man's pocket. Sometimes we think a man has mountains of gold, and when you come closer you see he has barely enough for oil and a candle--not for himself--for God." "Well, then, we are richer than you. We gave some of our own money and took up a collection among our gentlemen friends. We scraped six hundred rubles together and sent it to him." "What do you mean 'gentlemen friends?'" "Oh, uncle, we are actresses, you know. Didn't you yourself suggest that I purify myself?" "I don't like it when you speak that way." "What can you do? Whether you like it or not, you can't undo what has been done. According to you, God is in that, too." "Don't blaspheme at least. You may say anything you want, but don't blaspheme. I won't stand for it. Where did you send the money to?" "I don't remember. To a little town of some sort. He wrote us the name."