"You'll be able to get up?" prompted Arina Petrovna. "God grant it, my
friend, God grant it."
They both remained silent for a moment. Arina Petrovna found it very
difficult to open a conversation when she was face to face with Pavel
Vladimirych.
"Yudushka--is he alive?" finally asked the sick man himself.
"Nothing is the matter with him. He lives and prospers."
"I bet he is thinking, 'Now brother Pavel is going to die--and with
God's help the estate will come to me.'"
"We'll all die, some day--and after every one of us, the estates will
go to the lawful heirs."
"Only not to the Bloodsucker! I'll throw it to the dogs, but he shan't
have it."
The situation was turning out excellently. Pavel Vladimirych himself
was leading the conversation. Arina Petrovna did not fail to take
advantage of the opportunity.
"You ought to consider that, my friend," she said, as if by the way,
not looking at her son and examining the color of her hands as if they
were the main object of her interest.
"What do you mean by 'that'?"
"Well, I mean, if you don't wish that the estate should go to your
brother."
The patient was silent. Only his eyes widened unnaturally and his face
flushed more and more.
"And also, my friend, you ought to take into consideration the fact
that you have orphaned nieces--and what sort of capital have they? Then
there is your mother," continued Arina Petrovna.
"You've managed to give everything away to Yudushka!"
"Whatever may have happened, I know that I myself am to blame. But it
wasn't such a crime after all. I thought 'he is my son.' At any rate,
it isn't kind of you to remember that against your mother."
Silence followed.
"Well, why don't you say something?"
"And how soon do you expect to bury me?"
"Oh, don't talk like that. All Christians----Everybody doesn't die
right away, still in general----"
"There you go--'in general!' Always your 'in general!' You think I
don't see."
"See what, my boy?"
"I see you take me for a fool. Well, if I am a fool, let me remain a
fool. Why do you come to a fool? Don't come, don't worry about me."
"I'm not worrying. But in general there is a term set to everybody's
life."
"Then wait for my term."
Arina Petrovna lowered her head and meditated. She saw clearly that her
case was almost a failure, but she was so tortured that nothing could
convince her of the fruitlessness of further attempts to influence her
son.
"I don't know why you hate me," she declared finally.
"Not at all--on the contrary I--not at all. In fact I--why, the
idea--you brought us all up--so impartially."
He spoke in jerks and gasps. A broken yet triumphant laugh made its way
into his voice. His eyes sparkled. His shoulders and legs quivered.
"Perhaps I have really sinned against you, then for Christ's sake
forgive me."
Arina Petrovna rose and bowed till her hand touched the floor. Pavel
Vladimirych shut his eyes without replying.
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