It was only natural that we should look round the church after being comfortably seated, when there, in one of the sideway seats were the two masters, casting an eye up towards us every now and then, and looking so hard that I felt quite ashamed, and was afraid it would be observed; but I soon remembered that our three Graces were sitting in the pew behind, and I knew they felt sure that the glances were directed at them. Poor things! And then it was that I had that thought come into my head, forcing its way in as if to make its abode there, although I shut my eyes tightly, and determined not to think of anything of the kind. People take opiates for pains bodily; but why, oh! why do not Savoury and Moore, or Godfrey and Cooke, or somebody or another bring out an opiate for pains mental? What would I not have given that day to have lulled the excitement of my feelings, and to have attended quietly to my duties as I ought? Tiresome, tiresome, tiresome!--oh, how tiresome it was, day after day, to go back to all the old school ways and habits--writing exercises, learning lessons, saying them, and being corrected and snubbed; heard to read, one's emphasis here, there, and everywhere found fault with, when I'm sure I read far better than those who heard me. Then my writing was not in accordance with Mrs Blunt's ideas of penmanship. There were no novels to read; no _Times_, with its mysterious advertisements, that seem to mean such a deal; no morning concerts, no walks or rides--only exercise, two and two, as walking advertisements of the Cedars. I declare at last, in spite of the French lessons--or perhaps partly owing to the whirl within me, and the dreadfully worried state I was in--I grew quite low-spirited, and could not eat, and used to sit and mope, and I could see that I was getting paler and paler every day. This sort of thing, though, would not do for Mrs Blunt, who saw in it the probable loss of a pupil and plenty of pounds a year; and one morning there was a summons for me to go into the drawing-room, where I found Mrs Blunt and a gentleman in black--so prim, so white-handkerchiefed and gold-sealed! All his grey hair was brushed up into a point, like an ice-mountain on the top of his head; while, whenever he spoke, his words came rolling out like great sugar-coated pills--so soft, so sweet, so smooth, you might have taken him for a great mechanical bon-bon box, and the hand he gently waved for the spring that set him in motion. I knew well enough that he was a doctor, as soon as I went in, and that he had been sent for to see me. "Miss Bozerne, Dr Boole," said Mrs Blunt.